It been so long since my last post =).Today i want to tell you about evrything i had in a week.First of all , i think its too late to say congrate to my dearest friend,Syahirah.*but, still want to say*.Congratulation dear =) hope you will do your best for next exam.I will always praying for you.

Another story , thanks to dearest Asilla for the touching message =) i almost teared up.All i do is because you be beside me and keep cheering me up.You keep supporting me in whatever i did.And you always come when i need you most.Listening to your advise.=)The best thing i ever had.Thank you.

This is for dearest hamimah=).How are you?I hope you'll be fine there.We miss you.I'm wishing you good luck for next year.Eventough you not here with us next year.We will always praying for you and wishing you the best.Please be happy=)

This post is for Amira.Dear,aku bukan nak ungkit apa yg terjadi.Cuma aku banyak terasa hati ngn kw tahun ni.Tapi aku diam je.Aku tak nk cakap sebab aku tgk kite pon tak rapat sgt.Aku minta maaf klu aku lebih layan kwn2 aku yg lain.Tapi,aku betul2 terasa hati ngn kw.Jgn lahh tnye aku apa yg kw buat kt aku.Chill je , aku tak dendam ngn kw pon.Aku minta satu je lahh.Ubah diri kw.Be more mature.YOUre big girl now.Please be happy even i'm not beside you.

The last for S.Know what , when you said heartlessly to me that you like her.I can't even laugh.Do you ever think what i will be feeling about that ? Why you must say it directly.I dont want to know because i know i'll be hurt.Uhh! why must be her?You know how close i am to her.You even said that she really meant to you.Eventough , just a little but she still meant to you right?I'm hiding my true feeling.Do you know that?!Hmm .. anyway thanks for being honest.

I'M TOTALLY FEEL DOWN NOW 

FEEL LIKE I WILL CRYING 

AHH ! TOTALLY .. BYE !

naega sangcheoleul bad-ass-eo. tto hanbeon, tto dangsin-i nae chinhan chinguleul joh-ahandago malhaessda. wae? jeohante mwol hasinayo? dangsin-i na-ege issdago jeon-e, hogsi naega jwoyahae gibun-i eotteonji saeng-gaghasibnikka? dangsin-i geuleohge malhaess hu naega neukkineun geonji al suga eobsda! naega ganghan geos gat-eun haengdong. hajiman, dangsin-eun naega neukkineun saeng-gagdohaji anhseubnida. hajiman, geunyeoneun dangsin-eul haengboghage hal su-issda geuligo dangsin-eun geunyeoleul salanghae. nan dangsin-eul ij-eulyeogo choeseon-eul dahal geos-ibnida. nae yagsog-eul jikil. nan dasi kkeunh-eojigo iss-eoyo. a! naega sangcheo silh-eo. geuligo nan ulgi silh-eo. hajiman dangsin-eun naleul mandeulgoiss-eo. dangsin-eul salanghabnida. dangsin-eun algo gyesibnikka?

sorry guys , but i need to use hangul word because i dont want you to know what happened.^^ ! dont wworry about me :)

This is my new favourite song.The title is everytime we touch sang by cascada.Try it our,its totally great.I know this from taiwan drama called devil beside you.Enjoy the video =) anneyong!

AMARAN ! kalau tak tahan dengan ayat jiwang sila jangan baca .TERIMA KASIH

Today you're gonna comeback right ? I miss you badly❤.*tahan gelak anda*.How was your camp ? I really can't wait to have a chat with you tonight.Since,our holiday is still long and i'm not be able to text you.Then last way we can do is chatting.*loan aku tak msuklahh cuti ni.=D*

Hmm , i envy you a lot ! you guys could have a lot of fun by camp.But, i just met asilla every monday,wednesday and friday to fill our day.*at least,aku kluar kan*.And another 4 days it was a lot of stressed !.I really can't be at home.*aku suka hangout*.

Worst thing is my grandma will visit us today.Uhh ! i don't know how to face her.I really can't treat her nicely.*i know i'm bad grandchild*.So, i guess i will try my best to avoid her.She nagging to much ! I'm lucky because its just a visit.I really can't imagie if she live with us.I will sit in my room and i will not going out.*thats my plan*.

i'm watching WE GOT MARRIED now*its a korean variety show*.Alex is totally gentle and cool.But, i really frust when i know Siney married someone else because her father.*u must be thinking why i'm frust,dont think too much*.When i saw Alex do something for Siney,I've been dreaming if i could have someone like him.❤He's totally handsome,adorable,gentleman,cool,romantic.Uhh ! is there any other guys out there like him?*if there,tell me=D*❤

Back to my first story,i'm waiting for tonight.I totally miss him a lot.*tahan lagi gelak korang*.So,dear.Can you buzz me in ym when you start online.*he'll not reading this=)❤*.My story , is up to here.I'll post something fresh by next week or maybe 2 days more.*now,burst your laughing!*

나는 몹시 당신이 그리워요. 당신을 사랑합니다.❤

sang by SUPER JUNIOR 

title:IT'S YOU

okayy , memang tajuk dia agak jiwang.Tapi yang baca entry kali ni jangan lahh salah faham.Lagi pembaca saya yang bernama cik.ASILLA.Jangan fikir entry ni untuk dia pulakk.=)

Actually, aku tak de pa pe nak crite.I think i lost my abality too write an interesting story.Hehe ! Nothing interesting in this holiday.wake up eat my breakfast,watching tv,eating my luch,watching tv and jogging , bath , eating my dinner and online and sleep :)]

BYE !

Time pass without we know it.And as the time pass we've made a lot of memories together.2010 is really meaningful year for me.2010 is the year where i start to know the meaning of friend.2010 is where i got to know the life of middle school student.2010 where i got to know someone again.2010 where i fell in love with my enemy.Now , 2010 will be a memory.And i hope it will be the everlast memory for my friends and my buddies.

i'm tearing again.i'll edit this again okay.BYE!

FALLING SLOWLY.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing it loud

p/s: this song is not for him only.don't get it wrong.I write it for my buddies all over the world.

I CAN'T YOU GO EVEN IF I DIE 

i love this song :D

제가 아주 슬픈 오늘을 느끼는지 모르겠어요. 나도 잘 모르는 경우 당신이 그것에 관련된. 하지만, 난 오늘 밤 울고 싶은 느낌이 듭니다. 내 심장이 너무 빨리 치고 계속 내 눈이 눈물에 관한 것입니다.비록 내가 그것을 쓸어 후, 나는 여전히 울고 싶어요. 정말 슬픈 오늘을 느낍니다.
난 ~ 미안해. 난 당신을 정말 사랑해.
jega aju seulpeun oneul-eul neukkineunji moleugess-eoyo. nado jal moleuneun gyeong-u dangsin-i geugeos-e gwanlyeondoen. hajiman, nan oneul bam ulgo sip-eun neukkim-i deubnida. nae simjang-i neomu ppalli chigo gyesog nae nun-i nunmul-e gwanhan geos-ibnida. bilog naega geugeos-eul sseul-eo hu, naneun yeojeonhi ulgo sip-eoyo. jeongmal seulpeun oneul-eul neukkibnida.

nan ~ mianhae. nan dangsin-eul jeongmal salanghae.

I'm not afraid to take a stand

Everybody come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just let you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I don't even know what i'm goin to write.But , this is truthfully from my heart.3 years ago, i met someone i trust and i truly sure i can call her FRIEND.I admit i was wrong.She just diffrent from her 3 years ago.I happy with her when we are on standard 5 until we standard 6.But,i think the time make me realize that she's not the one i can depend on.

After we became Form 1 student,she still friend with me but she's not my friend that i met 3 years ago.She's different.She break our promise.She doing sumthin BAD and when i try to advise her.This is what i got from her "MIND YOUR OWN WORLD".I was like "why she said sumthin like that to me,dont she realize that i'm her bestfriend that she proud of?!".I trully mad to her.But,i still hold my ego.I still friend with her.I thought she goin to change after that incidet.But,she became WORST WORST AND WORST.

She lied to me.Then, i think again.She dont even appreciated me as her friend.So,why should i be beside her when she dont even looked at me.After that,i made up my mind.I step out from her world.And i met someone.We're now are like sister even we've only known for a year.It make we become more close.One of us need to move.And for the first time i was crying because i afraid to lose friend like her.

Today, i realize and i know what the meaning of FRIEND.

I hope she will be okay there and i pray for her happiness.

To my 3 years ago friend,i hope she will find her path without me.

I dont want to leave her but she make me.

So,please appricated your friends while she beside you.

Untuk kesekalian kalinya , aku menangis lagi.Kali ni lepas hamimah dengan rasminya berpindah.Tadi aku pergi meraikan dia untuk kali terakhir.I'm gonna miss her.Its really hard to ler her go.Eventough,she always ask me a silly question.I still need friend like her.I wish she will found a new friend there but DONT FORGET ABOUT US.

Aku akan rindukan saat-saat bersama dia.Saat bila kitorang duduk berborak dalam bilik pengawas dan akan mengutuk dia sebab datang lambat.Saat bila kitorang duduk dalam kelas dan buat hal kitorang 3 orang.Saat bila kitorang bergelak , menangis bersama.Saat bila kitorang bercerita.Saat kitorang meluahkan perasaan.Saat kitorang kongsi masalah.Saat bila kitorang mengutuk dan memerli orang yang kitorang tak suka.*berhenti kejap,menangis lagi*

Huh, i guess this is what destined for us.I wish we will fly together.I wish we will stay longer together.I wish we can talk and talk and talk longer.I wish we will be forever together.And i wish that my wish will come true even now , hamimah is far from us.I hope our friendship will be faith and forever.

i end this entry with part from a song "I'm not afraid 

To take a stand 

Everybody

Come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just lettin you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road."

so friends, be strong to yourself.Your luck is infront you.Belive in yourself , hold my hand and we'll fly high together again.Don't ever think to give up before you try it out.

lastly , if i are not beside you tomorrow please stand up high and wake up.Outside the world wages is war.Fight till the end.I'll promise our love will carry on until you turn eternal,we belong.

I LOVE YOU BUDDIES ! 

i miss them ! make comeback please ! SS501's tripleS

i love them =) 2PM's hottest

i admire them =) SHINee's shawol

make your comeback ! cassies miss youu ! DBSK's cassiopeia

yess ! i love k-pop ! is it wrong to be their fan ? mind your own thing ! 

only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난다시 웃을 수 가 없어 it’s only you my baby it’s only you

끝나버린 추억을 혼자 왜 놓지 못하고 붙잡아 지나간 그 사람 보내주고 새로운 삶을 살아
오~ 나도 알아 그래야 한다는 걸 나도 알아

처음 한 달은 믿지 않다가 둘째 달은 계속 울다가
셋째 달은 마음을 다잡고 다른 사람을 만나 오 보려 했어
하지만 나는 웃을 수 없었어

only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어 이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you

listen,넌 참 아름다웠어 웃을 때면 눈이 부셨어 환한 그 미소에 난 언제나 넋을 잃고 말았지
오~miss you baby 너무나도 난 니가 보고 싶어

아무도 나를 이해 못해 그때 그리고 지금도
내가 왜 이렇게까지 너에게 집착을 하는지 오 이해 못해 하지만 너는 알고 있잖아

only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어 이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘 baby~
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you baby

Yo 잊어보려고 했지만 암만 노력을 해봐도 자꾸만 너만 찾게 되는 걸
아직도 환한 그 미소가 계속 떠올라 참 한 심하지 어째서 이러지
도무지 잊혀지지가 않아 계속 채워지지가 않는 텅 빈자기가 있어
너만이 채울 수가 있어

oh only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어(난 죽어가고 있어~)
이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘~
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어
난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you 예~

잘지내냐고? 잘 못지내 니가 필요해

Today entry is for him.So,korang tak payalh la baca ekk.Benda tak penting dan bukan untuk korang pon.Tapi,kalau nak baca jugak.Bacalahh.Jangan termeluat ke termuntah ke terpengsan ke pulakk tau.

heyya ! what are you doing ? bila kw nak online balik nih.Aku taulah hari isnin.Tapi tapi,aku rindu kau lahh.HAHA ! gelaklahh kalau nak wehh.Weyy ,cepat sikit on tu.Lambat lah kw ! Berjanggut aku tunggu kw tau!Dah online tu pandai-pandailah bagitau aku.:P.Btw , please take care of yourself dear.=)

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친구인 건지 사귀는 건지

나 요즘엔 니가 더 헷갈려 내가

[베이지]

영화도 보고 산책도 하고

속 깊은 비밀 너에게 말하고 woo woo

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우린 연인보다 가까운 그런 친구 사이

[베이지]

근데 어떡하지 나 니가 좋아져 baby

[같이]

어느샌가 너의 모든 게

좋아졌어 너의 모든 게

살며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

사랑한단 말은 안해도

이렇게 머물러줘 내게 약속해줘 영원히

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남자답게 내 맘 모두다 고백하고 싶어

[베이지]

내 맘 들킬까봐 내 마음 알까봐 baby

[같이]

사랑보다 소중한 사랑

내 모든 걸 다 주고 싶어

천천히 더 천천히 내 맘 모두 줄거야

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

그런 말은 어색한데도

때로는 친구처럼 때론 연인처럼 있어줘

[베이지]

남녀사이 친구란 없다고

그땐 믿지 않았어

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아냐 우리 연인이 된데도

계속 좋은 친구처럼 더

([베이지] 너의 얘길 들어줄게)

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네 얘길 들어줄께

[같이]

사랑한단 말 보단

우린 아직 우린 달콤한 기분

조금씩 더 조금씩 오늘부터 시작해

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

잡은 손을 놓지 않을께

사랑해 그 말 대신 곁에 있을꺼야 영원히

p/s:i've told you this entry is for him.Eventough tak byk aku tulis.I really meant what i write :)

assalamualaikum ,

Aku rase sepanjang cuti ni , aku akan kebosanan.Confem 100%.What should i do ?

Hmm .. semalam lepas aku habis tengok wayang (yea ! midnight movie). Asilla call aku , dia cerita pasal afifah.Huh ! rasa nak nangis dalam kreta aku mase tu.

This paraghraph is for Afifah , you are my dear little friend.Eventough , kw agak kasar tapi aku masih perlukan kawan seprti kau.Heyy ! pedulikan apa yang orang cakap psl kw.Yang penting , kw masih ada aku dan family pengwas.We will be beside you wherever you want and forever.

Semalam memang hari sedih sedunia ke apa ? aku tak berhenti menangis dr semalam.Berat sungguh perpisahan tahun ni.Apa-apa pun aku hanya boleh mendoakn yang terbaik untuk mereka.Semoga apa yang mereka impikan akn dikecapi dan semoga bahagia menjadi milik mereka suatu hari nanti.


i think i'll stop here.I write again next time . BYE!

Assalamualaikum ,
Hello,
Anneyeonghaseyo,

Seperti yang aku janji kan semalam,aku nak post story untuk hari ni kan ? okay ! aku akn buat.Let's start.

Hari kitorang(pengwas)yang terlibat dengan pendaftaran form hadir ke sekolah pukul 7.30.Waktu tu memang waktu kemuncak.Sebb kitorang belum ready lagi parents dh beratur memanjang ! YAALLAH ! pening gile kott bila fikir balik.

Dengan perut yang lapar , kami masih meneruskan tugas.Bile slot ke-2 masuk,ibu bapa dah tak ramai sangat lah.Kitorang pon boleh siap merayau ke kaunter-kaunter lain.=).Tepat pukul 12.00 kitorang dah tutup kaunter ! yeay ! memang penat gile bdan dan kitorang dan upah sorang seringgit dr PUAN.SITI ROHANA.

Terima kasih cikgu,kerana menghargai kami.Lepas tu , kitorang rehat-rehat kat bilik pengwas.Pukul 1.15 kitorang gerak ke MCD untuk FAREWELL PARTY tahun 2010.Capture-capture gambar.Seronok sangat and aku dapat coklat dengan tedyy bear dr hamimah.THANKS SYG!

Dan tetibe,tetamu yang kitorang tak sangke datang.Tetibe datang.Anyway,thanks to shahrul sebab jadi wakil kepada budak2 lelaki yang tak sporting langsung nk dtg.!Tapi kan , kenapa tetibe dy kene dduk sebelah aku ni !!.Teruklahh korang..Pastu,dia boleh cakap aku control cute dan malu-malu.Eyy ! malu tu mestilahh ! cute ? buat ape aku nk control.Aku tak cute pon !

Dan masa balik aku sedih sangat.Hamimah nak pindah tahun depan.Honesstly,aku menangis bila baca surat dia.Aku doakan dia berjaya.Harap dia tak lupakan kitorang kat sini.Dan kitorang pon baliklah.Kat rumah pulak asilla boleh pegi bg mesej kat aku.Menangis aku baca mesej dia.Kalau nak tau korang pegi sini dearishilla.blogspot.com..

Aku sayang kawan-kawan aku.Tahun ni tahun terbaik yang pernah aku alami.I enjoyed my 14 life.Thanks to all my friends yang menemani aku sepanjang tahun ni tak kisahlahh lelaki ke permpuan.Aku sayang korang sangat-sangat.

Asilla,Hamimah,Aleen,Maz,Afifah,Ayu,Tasya,Shahrul,Isman,Al-Fath,Mursyidul.Geng-geng borak pengawas.Semua pengawas form 2.Aku sayang korang sangat.Good luck oke ^^.Thanks for being my friends and maafkan lahh aku andai aku ada mnyakiti hati korang.

This is only for him , emm...Take care of yourself dear.We'll meet and we'll text and we'll chat.So,don't worry.Thanks for coming today.We appreciated it so much.Althought, you get your ice cream right? =).So,happy holiday and i'll miss you.(aku tau korang tertunggu tunggu aku ckp ni kan=)).Annyeong !

Aku akhiri dengan gambar-gambar kitorang mase FAREWELL tadi.

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

Goodbye buddies please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along
Goodbye buddies it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them, I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone

Goodbye Mimah my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground
Goodbye Mimah it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there 

GREAT DAY !

Hari ni memang best.Pengawas ada seminar kepimpinan kat sekolah.Walaupun penat, tapi kitorang happy dan puas hati.

Kitorang kene denda berdiri tengah panas dn duduk ats angin dgn tangan didepakan selama 2 minit.Itupun dah menggeletar kaki.Lagi kitorang kne denda ketuk ketampi dan bngun smbil sebut BERANI.Selepas itu , kitorang rehat.

Lepas rehat , 2 jam sebelem tamat seminar kitorang main game.Game tu memang best lahh =).Tapi aku malas nak crite pnjng cm mne permainan tu berlangsung.Cukuplah sekadar korang tau memang best =).Selepas tu kitorang disusun mengikut tarikh lahir,tinggi.Ape-ape jelahh

Lepas tu ade lagi 2 game.Pastu tamat.Dan mase balik aku dengan asilla dengan perut yang lapar pegi jusco , beli roti dan duduk depan sekolah.Lepas tu kitorang singgah SHELL beli maggi cawan.Itu sebab kitorang masih lapar.Dan kitorang makan sambil berjalan.

Mase kitorang nak balik tu memang macam nak hujan.Tapi kitorang redah jugak.First time aku jalan dgn membe aku sambil makan maggi cawam.=D.seronok sangat.Walaupun mase tu badan masing2 dah berlengas.Disebabkan aku takut nak balik sorang.Aku pegi rumah asilla.

Dan kitorang merayau sekejap naik skuter.Dan asilla hanta aku balik :).Lepas tu aku tertidur sampai pukul 10 baru aku mandi.Lepas tu aku online dan aku chat dengan MR.POYO.Disebabkan internet dia breakdown,kitorangg tak dapat mneruskan chat.And here i am.Writing story about today.

Esok aku kene bertugas untuk pendaftaran form 1.Dan esok jugak hari terakhir sekolah.Aku sedih jugakkk.But what to do kan.Aku rase aku stop smpai sini je.Esok aku tulis lagi oke :).BYE!

p/s: dear,take care spnjng cuti ni oke.:)

assalamualaikum ,

aku tau dah lme aku tak update blogg ni kan ? Tengok ! dah berhabuk. Kesian . korang ni pun satu.Len kali datang sini bawak kain lap=D tolong lapkan blog aku ni.Hehehe !

Sepanjang aku tak update blog ni.Bnyk bnde yg aku tak expect jdi,terjadi.Its really a big hit to me.Espically bout someone ni,M(bkn nme sbnr).Aku tak pernah nmpk dia menangis sampai macam tu sekali.Bila aku dengar cerita dia.Aku rase nk sepak-sepak orang yang buat dia cam tu.Ape bodoh sangat dia pegi buat macam tu ! hisy ! membara je aku nk tulis psl ni.

ok! teruskan pada cerita seterusnya.Hmm , OK ni pasal sorang budak ni,what should we call her ekk.Hmm.Y.Aku tak tau ape kne dgn budak Y ni.Kesian pon ade.Hai lah adik,kenapalah adik boleh merendahkan maruah seorang prmpuan dgn cakap bnde2 tu ?.Tak malu ke dik oii !

Btw, Harap lepas ni adik Y jgn ganggu dia lagi.Kitorang dah tak tau nk buat ape dgn Y ni.Merana pulak budak kecik ni kalau tau hal sbnar.Anyway,bia lah.Aku malas nk amik tau.Sekarang aku nak edit blog aku.BUROK.

bye~

For my dearest friend amira afiqah,

Mira , kalau kau baca ni tolong jangan ambil hati.Aku buat ni untuk kau juga.Apa yang aku cakap ni hanya pandangan aku sebagai seorang kawan.Dan nasihat yang aku beri hanyalah dari seorang kawan kepada kawan.Kau ada hak untuk tolak nasihat aku.

Mira,aku kawan dengan kau dekat 3 tahun dah.Aku dah anggap kau macam family aku.Aku anggap family kau macam family aku.Aku cukup percaya kan kau.Walaupun ada yang iri dengan persahabatan kita dan cuba utuk pisahkan kita.Aku tak pernah percaya semua apa yang mereka bgtau aku.Sebab aku percayakan kau.

Mira,dulu kita sama-sama ketawa.Sama-sama menangis dan sama-sama gembira.Aku rindu saat kau lepak dengan aku.Bila kita duduk dalam bilik bergosip,bila kita buat kerja-kerja khusus sama2.Aku sayang saat tu.Aku hargai persahabatan ni.Aku sayang persahabatan ni.

Disebabkan aku sayangkan persahabatan ni lahh aku sanggup biarkan hati aku sakit.Aku cube untuk pertahankan kau dari fitnah yang dorang cakap.Sebab aku kenal kau.Kau takkn buat apa yang dorang bgtau aku.Sebab kau seorang islam.Kau tahu batas-batas seorang wanita islam.

Aku ingat lagi kita bergaduh sebab sesuatu yang aku tak percaya kau buat.Sampai nak putus kawan.Kau merayu dengan aku.Kau minta maaf.Dan kau janji kau takkn buat lagi.Aku maafkan kau.Sebab aku sayang kau.Aku sayang persahabatan ni.Tapi kepercayaan aku terhadap kau tak setebal dulu.

Kau khianati kepercayaan aku.Masa tu,aku terasa diri aku hanyalah alsan kau untuk jumpa *****.Aku rase diri aku dipergunakan.Aku cukup kecewa.Tapi,aku tutup sebelah mata,kerana aku masih sayang persahabatan ni.Aku percaya yang kau kan berubah selepas apa yang terjadi.

Tapi aku silap.Sungguh silap.Kau sama.Malah makin teruk.Aku sedih tengok kita macam ni.Kita dah jarang bertegur.Dah jarang lepak sama2.Kadang2 bila aku duduk antara kau,adila dan faeznur aku rase aku hanya orang asing.Aku tak rasa yang aku serasi dengan korang.

Aku rindu the old amira.Tapi aku tak suruh kau berubah untuk aku.Cukuplahh kau sedar yang kau seorang perempuan dan tahu batas-batas seorang perempuan.Aku takut satu hari nanti,kau hanyut dalam dunia kau.

Mira,kau ingat lagi masa aku ajak kau pegi rumah terbuka aku?kau tak pegi.Kau cakap mak kau buat open house dan kau tak boleh keluar.Aku terima.Tapi aku tahu kau tipu aku.Kau pegi photoshoot kat bayu kan?photoshoot ntuk kelas B.Aku tahu mira.Aku rasa diri aku ditipu sekali lagi.Hilang semua kepercayaan aku.100% dissapear.Jangan terasa klau lepas ni aku tak percayakan kau.

Sebab kau berulang kali menipu aku.Kau khianati kepercayaan aku.Sakit,Hati aku sakit bila tahu orang yang aku sayang tipu aku.Mungkin satu hari nanti aku perlu buat macam tu supaya kau sedar kesilapan kau.Tapi aku tak sekejam tu.Aku tak nak mengkhianati perjanjian persahabatan kita.Friend forever ? Wujud lagikahh perkataan tu dalam persahbatn ni mira ? Kau masih percayakan kita akn jadi macam tu lepas apa yang kau dah buat pada aku ? Hnya kau tahu jawapanya.

Akhir kata,maaf andai aku menyakitkan hati kau.Maaf juga andai selama ni aku tersalah kata terlanjur bahasa.Halalkanlahh apa yang terjadi antara kau dgn aku sepanjng 3 thun persahabatan ni.  

p/s: ur my ELF

assalamualaikum ,

today we've not title because i have a lot thing to say.So,just let it be.Shall we start with the thing happen when i go back from school.

After asilla leave, aku duduk kat pondok depan sekolah.Dan ,korang mngkin akn ckp bnde ni RUDE gile tapi ni lahh yg berlaku.While i'm talked with atikah.We really got a shock !. Budak-budak lelaki yang amat beradab ni pergi TENDANG ORANG TUA yang tengah jalan depan dorang ! when i saw that , i was like " what the hell they doing!".

Masya-ALLAH ! aku memang terkejut gile lah.even orang yang ade kat situ pun terdiam.Aku rase nk pegi sepak jea budak tu.How could he doing sumthin like that?! and know what kawan-kawan dia siap bergelak-gelak kat belakang.Aku tak tau apa yang kelakar sangat ! mase tu rase nak cakap "WHAT THE F**K ! KELAKAR SGT KE BENDE CM TU ! KORANG TAK DE ADAB KEA!TAK DE PERASAAN ? TAK ADE OTAK KE! SNGGUP KORANG GELAK KAT PAKCIK YANG TAK BERSALAH !!".

Kalau korang tengok , memang rase nk belasah je budak yg buat tu.Lepas tak puas cari pasal dengan pakcik tu.Ade sorang bangla ni lalu depan dorang , budak tu pegi kat dia .Dia SEPAK bangla tu.Padahal , orang tu tak buatt pa pe pun.Bukan setkat SEPAK ! dia siap TAMPAR bangla tu 2 kali !

Ye, mungkin dia pendatang asing.Tapi perlu ke dorang buat dia macam tu ! dia tak salah pa pepun wehh !! . Yang lain lagi bangang pegi gelak2 ! aku rase klu latai tu dah berguling dorang !.Yang paling aku kecewa gile bile aku nmpk orang yg aku rapat pun ikot gelakkan orang yg kene buli tu , WHAT THE HECK YOU DOING ! ergh ! klu lah aku ade kekuatan tadi.Aku tampar sorang2 ! aku buat report , bia padan dgn muke cm TAHHI korang tuhh !

Ape?macam aku lawa sgt ? SO WHAT ! korang nk ckp cm tu ? ckplahh.I DONT HAVE TIME TO CARE BOUT IT !.Aku memang kecewa gile tadi tengok dorang sepak pakcik tu.Rase nk mnangis je.YA-ALLAH , moga mereka dapat balasan yang setimpal.

another story , we've got a bottle of tropicana twister today.So,it quiet fun jugakklahh.Tapi memang spoil gile mase nk balek kelas.Ade ke patut cikgu yang jadi MC tu cakap cm ni "hmm ,.pngwas prmpuan.eh ! tak payahlahh suroh kamu.LEMBAP!"

whaat he think he talk about ! dia cakap ,perempuan lembap.slow ! habis lelaki tu ape ! .so,kitorang yg pngwas prmpuan ANGIN gile lahh.kitorang just duduk tepi tengok jea dorang handle sendiri.Kelam kabut kw ! , belagak sangat ! tu pun naseb baek ade pngwas prmpuan yg baek hati g tolong dorang.

kepada EN.SHAHRIZAL.Saya antara pengawas perempuan yang cikgu ckp lembap tadi.terima kasih bnyk mmberi kami gelaran tu.Kami hargainya.Lain kali bolehlah kami kate lelaki lembap pulak kan.

at the end , cerita aku pasal sakit hati je kan.HAHA ! bialahh .
gotta go ! bye !

                                           FINAL EXAM =) 




Final exam was in the corner.So, i want to get ready.And as everyone know the paper is from KEMENTERIAN PELAJARAN MALAYSIA.Did u know how hard is that ?!.Uhh ! i gonna be crazy to death.HAHA !
Sejarah ? lemah . Geo ?  lemah jugakk . Math ?!! ta paya citelahh.Kering kontang dah otak akk buatt jalan penyelesaian.Tak selesai jugak.And at last , aku g on9 untk hilangkn keperitan mmbuat math tu.Agak bengong kan cara tu.Tapi itujelahh kott bnde yg aku bole buatt.


STOP , bye !

new drug ! =D 

                                                            PRECIOUS MOMENT =)                                                                                

location = MIDVALLEY MEGAMALL

who?=ASILLA HANAFI & AFIAH DILLA

date=4.OKTOBER.2010

p/s : our first time hang out together

                                                         I'M STILL NOT OVER HIM 

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , 

Uhh , i dont have any idea how i'm goin to write this.But , honestly from my deep heart i'm still not over him.Sorry if that make you fell uncomfortable.But, i can't take this no more.He's face keep in my mind and i just like " how i'm gonna do with him ! ".

Seeing him everyday make me hurting again and again.Yes , i'm smiling , i'm laughing.But , inside, you've have any ideas how it hurt look like.OH ! i'm feel very stupid right now.How can i fall for him? Err , the answer is not in me.

I miss him so much.I miss the old him.I have to admit that its all my fault right ? YES ! i'm wrong.I make a silly step forward and now i'm losing him.'what he doing now?' , 'are he doing well at home?' , 'why didint he text me?' , 'until when we need to be like this?' . 'he miss me?' . All the question will appeared in my mind everyday.

JEALOUSY ? of course. HAHA ! u think that silly ? but for me , it's the honest thing i can do to make he feel that i love him.My dear friend said , the time will erased all your memory with him.And i'm waiting for that time.

UHH ! i can't expressed it in word.Its really hurt when you saw your man is with another girl and they talk smoothly each other.TRY IT OUT.Mayb in that way you can understand my feeling toward him.Sometime i felt like , i will teared up when i think about him.I try not to think , but i can't.

I TRY MY BEST.DONT KEEP PUSHING ME LIKE I"M A ROBOT ! 

p/s: MR.S , bogoshippuyo  

                                      IS THIS THE END OF OUR FRIENDSHIP ?


Dulu , sejakk kite satu kelas.Kita suke gaduh.Even it a small thing.I still want to fight with you.Everyday.
But , i never keep it in my heart because i know you're just joking.I love it.I love that time.Love the time we talk, we fight,we discuss,we duty together.

Sometime, our friends are talking bout our relationship.Are we friend or more than that.When they ask , i can't stop laughing.And so are you.We said , they talk nonsense.==!!.Smiling each other make they think we a coup.Talking each other make they think we're so close.

And,i keep denied when my friends ask about us.Because, we're just friend.-.-.DENIED !DENIED DENIED DENIED ! . i keep saying that.At last , i fall for you.I lost.I can't stop my feeling to falling for you.When we start to text.I keep thinking of you.I cant stop hoping for an happy ending.

I guess , i'm wrong.After 2 days we talked bout us.I got an answer.You dont like , like i do.You dont think of me like i do.You dont hope from me like i do.

And , i need to walk away from you with a litlle pieces.With a broken trust.Broken hope.
I hope you happy with this situation.I hope you happy with your decision.All i can do is accept.

THANKS FOR THE THING WE'VE GONE THROUGH TOGETHER.I'LL TRY TO FORGET IT.

                                               SYAHIRAH , THANKS DEAR.


assalamualaikum ,

semalam aku tak update blog ni sebab mmg down gilelahh semalam.and , sorry ira , i'm cryin again last night.

First of all,thank you so much to my dearest friend , Syahirah Hazidi.Ira, you dont have to be guilty sygg.Bukan salah ira sebab tak ade di sisi fia.Fia faham.Its okay ira,you dont have to worry because asilla is right beside me when i need her.So,jangan susahkan hati fikir pasal fia oke?.Fia nak ira fokus pada PMR ira.DONT WORRY SYG.I'LL BE OK I PROMISE YOU.

tapi ira, kisah fia dgn dy tak habes lagi.Maseh ade bende yg perlu diselesaikan antre fia dgn dy.Nanti bile ira dh habess pmr , fia cerita oke ? fia tak nk ira rase brslh lg.Ira prlu tau cerita sbnar.Mase tu bru kite putuskan untuk buadd ape . oke ? hmm . Thnx for your advise.IMISSYOUALOTLOT =D



                  GOODLUCK DARL !

Dulu , aku penuh yakin yang aku takkan jatuh hati pada dia.Aku bangga mengatakan aku takkan pernah suke pada dia.

Aku tipu dia.Aku tipu diri aku.Aku tipu orang sekeliling aku.Sebab aku angkat ego aku.Aku tak nak orang tau.Aku tak nak diorang tahu yang aku dah kalah.Aku kalah pada perasaan aku.Fikirlah apa yang korang nak fikir pasal aku.sebab aku tak kesah.

Aku sakit sangat bila dia cakap pasal orang lain.Tapi aku tak mampu nak hentikan.Aku takut dengan perasaan aku.Aku tak mampu untuk luahkan semuanya,Aku tak ready nak luahkan pada seseorang.Aku tak ade kekuatan untuk bagitau dia.

UHHG! tolonglahh jangan tanya apa-apa lagi pasal dia.I LOVE YOU BUT YOU LOVE HER.So , what i'm need to do is stay away from you even though i will be hurt so much.As long as u happy.I will happy.

But if u gave a chance . i will say ..

p/s : dont ask me who is he

Annyeonghaseyo everyone !

First day school after 2 week in a vacation.Whoa ! quite exciting.Meet my friends is the best part ever.HAHA! and having a new homework is a worst part.Oh ! not ready to have homework again.

I'm not rady to leaving my bed.WOOO~ i want to sleep.Taking a step to school.Lepaking in prefect's room.Aleen there and we talk about SUJU and SS501.WHOA ! we're so crazy about that group.*korang tak suke,ta paya baca.HEO YOUNG SAENG :)

haha ! anyway, today is not bad lahh.
AHH ! takde idea lahh
otak dah kering idea nk tules.
KHAMSAMNIDA !

A long month.A long week.Its been so long i didn't update my blog.

Kalau walking2 kadd blog aku ni tolonglahh lapkan yekk.Aku tau memang berhabuk -.- .
bnyk bende kot aku nak cite tapi tulahh.Ingatan orang muda ni kan.HAHA! err.aku lupe lahh.

Well, sepanjang raya ni macam-macam lah yang terjadi.Ragam hari raya.Di pagi raya..BUt, over all my eid is very very HAPPY ! :D.Beraya kesana kemari.Open house tiap-tiap hari.Duit raya bertambah-tambah.Berat pon ekot bertambah.Hee~

Important nyea mase raya ni.Ingin aku bagitau korang *walaupun korang taknak tahu* yang i have no more feeling toward him.NO MORE ! reason ? biarlah hanya aku dan dia je yang tau.Sedih ? taklahh ! aku kan dah biase disakiti *ayat jiwang kea*,Lagipun aku kan kuat =) .

OH NO ! i gotta go.My mom is calling suroh bersiap cepatt, apelagi .RAYALAHH !.BYE !

For my dear khairul amirul ,

         Saya rindu awak sangat2.Tumpah lagi air mata saya.Awak,saya sayang awak.Sangat2 syg.Saya nak bahagia dengan awak,saya nak awak ada disisi saya,saya nak awak setia dengan saya sampai mati.Tapi , awak jahat.awak hanye tunaikan permintaan saya yang terakhir.

         Tapi saya bersyukur wak.Saya rasa bertuah dapat kenal awak.Waktu tu, saya ingat sayalahh perempuan yang paling gembira sebab dapat memiliki awak.Dan saya juga jadi perempuan yang paling sedih apabila awak pergi meninggalkan saya.

        Ramadhan menjelma kembali.Juga tanpa awak disisi saya.Saban malam saya hanya mampu berdoa umtuk awak.Saban malam saya menahan air mata saya dari jatuh.Saban malam saya merindui awak.Saya keseorangan.Saya sunyi sangat wak.Saya nak awak balik.Tapi,saya tahu itu satu mimpi.

       Aidilfitri.Tiada makna lepas awak tak de.Dulu,awak pergi masa saya nak amek exam.Saya terseksa wak!.Saya kuatkan semangat supaya saya dapat hadapi semuanya.Saya tahan air mata saya dari jatuh dihadapan rakan2 saya.Saya tak nk mereka fikir saya lemah.Saya tak nak !

        Tapi saya tewas.Saya tewas dengan perasaan saya.Saya kalah jua akhirnya.Saya jawab exam dengan takungan air mata.Saya berharap awak ade untuk bagi semangat pada saya.Saya harap awak ade disisi saya dan pegang tangan saya.Saya sungguh sungguh sungguh terseksa wak.

         Tapi saya tahu , saya tak bole selamanya macam ni.Saya bangkit.Saya tak nak lagi tewas dengan perasaan saya.Saya bangkit dengan semangat awak.Saya tak nak terus menjadi perempuan yang lemah.Saya akan terus kuat demi awak.Saya akan teruskan hidup saya dengan semangat awak.Saya tahu awak ada dekat sini.Saya rasa.SAYA SAYANG AWAK.

                                                                                                                                         Missing you,

afiah dilla

 

Wahh ! tersenyum memanjang aku post bende ni. HAHA! well , as SYAHIRAH knows , i fall for him.Seriously , i dont know how and i dont know why.So,dont ask me that.=) 

okey ! it happen so fast.Dan aku pon tak nk bercerita lebih panjang mengenai bende ni.Korang janganlahh buad kesimpulan sendiri terutama kepda pembaca saya yang bernama ASILLA HANAFI.Jangan buatt persepsi sendiri yekk.Lebih tepatt lagi jangan nak maen teka jea sape org ni.

Sbb korang tak tahu apa sebenarnyea yg terjadi dn akan terjadi =).So , better korang tanye aku dulu sebelum korang buadd gosip MELAMPAU lgi. 

i'll stop right here.TQ for reading =)

in love ,

afiah dilla

SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN !!!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMERDEKAAN YANG KE-53 =)

 NEW DAY WITH A NEW SMILE.=D

Aku confuse dgn tajuk aku.Err.. sebenarnyea aku tak tau nk letak tajuk ape so, terima jelahh yekk tajuk tu.Act , hari niey aku nk buadd 100 things true about me.Soaln2 nyea aku copy and paste dr blog me dear friend asilla.If korang nak soalan2 ni just copy and delete jea answer aku ok =) *ini juga mesej dr asilla*.So , we'll begin now.

1. Last beverage: SOYA BEAN WITH CINCAU 

2. Last phone call: ASILLA HANAFI *i guess la*


3. Last text message: err,SHAHRUL kott



4. Last song you listened to: FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BY MAHER ZAIN


5. Last time you cried: err,3 DAYS AGO.


HAVE YOU EVER:



6. Dated someone twice: NEVER .



7. Been cheated on: LOVE *act , ta bpe fhm soaln ni*



8. Kissed someone & regretted it: err, NEVER HAD A KISSED !!



9. Lost someone special: YES


10. Been depressed: ALWAYS BUT ITS ON UNDER CONTROL


11. Been drunk and threw up: DAMN ! WILL NEVER TOUCH THAT SETAN WATER



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:



12. PURPLE


13. BLUE


14. SOFT PINK


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)



15. Made a new friend: YES !

16. Fallen out of love: YES



17. Laughed until you cried: HA ! ALWAYS . WITH ASILLA MOST LAHH !!


18. Met someone who changed you: NOPE !


19. Found out who your true friends were: NOT SURE LAHH.BUT I GUESS I AM


20. Found out someone was talking about you: MAYBE


21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:: NEVERR ! SAME WITH ASILLA MY MOM WILL KILL ME IF SHE KNOW



22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: TAH .



23. How many kids do you want?: 4 . ILOVEKIDS


24. Do you have any pets:TADELAHH ..


25. Do you want to change your name: I LOVE MY NAME. ^^



26. What did you do for your last birthday: CONFESS 


27. what time did you wake up? : IF RAJEN KUL 8 DA BNGUN 


28. What were you doing at midnight last night? : WATCHING MAHER ZAIN VIDOE WITH MY KAZEN



29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: MARRIED *haha !  gatal ouh*


30. Last time you saw your Mother: ERR.. I DONT WANT IT TO BE THE LAST



31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: MY ATTITUDE 


32. What are you listening to right now : INSYAALLAH BY MAHER ZAIN


33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: TAK .



34. Who is getting on your nerves now: ==!!


35. Most visited webpage: FACEBOOK. AND BLOG.



36. Whats your real name: NUR AFIAH DILLA BT DIWI


37. Nicknames: FIA , DILA , NUR . . .



38. Relationship Status: OPEN REALTIONSHIP BUT STILL SINGLE*haha !*



39. Zodiac Sign: GEMINI


40. Male or female?: FEMALE 


41. Primary School?: SK TAMAN PELANGI & SK DAMANSARA DAMAI 1



42. Secondary School? : SMK DAMANSARA DAMAI 1



43. High school/college?: NOT YETT



44. Hair colour: BLACK


45. Long or short: TAK PANJANG TAK PENDEK



46. Height: 155 MAYB


47. Do you have a crush on someone? : YES .


48: What do you like about yourself? : LOVE TO HEAR PROB AND I SOLVE IT 


49. Piercings: ==!! *tah*



50: Tattoos: SAYA ISLAM ! NO TATTOS ALLOWED


51. Righty or lefty:RIGHTY  .



FIRSTS :



52. First surgery: ENTAHH .



53. First piercing: TAK PENAHH



54. First best friend online: SYAHIRAH HAZIDI .



55. First sport you joined: BOLA BALING



56. First vacation : TRIP TO MELAKA kott


58. First pair of trainers: FORGOT



RIGHT NOW:



59. Eating: FULL TANK 


60. Drinking: COLD WATER



61. I'm about to: WATCHING ANNOYING ORANGE



62. Listening to: ERR.. TAH 


63. Waiting for: HIM



YOUR FUTURE :



64. Want kids? : YESS !


65. Get married? : EVRY WOMEN WANT TO BE .



66. Career: ARCHITEC


67. Lips or eyes: BOTH


68. Hugs or kisses: HUGS MOER.



69. Shorter or taller: NOT TOO TALL AND NOT TOO SHORT


70. Older or Younger: YOUNGER KOTT


71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH .



72. Nice stomach or nice arms: TAH*



73. Sensitive or loud: BOTH !



74. Hook-up or relationship:REALTIONSHIP 


HAVE YOU EVER :



76. Kissed a stranger: EUIIII ! TANKKKLAHH !!



77. Drank hard liquor: NEVER EVER TOUCH IT OR DRINK IT.



78. Lost glasses/contacts: im not wearing glasses o cantactslens



79. Sex on first date: NO !!


80. Broken someone's heart: PERNAH .



82. Been arrested:NOPEE


83. Turned someone down: NOT SURE LAHH



84. Cried when someone died: YESS ! I WILL



85. Fallen for a friend:YESS


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



86. Yourself: YES .



88. Love at first sight: YES .



89. Heaven: YES



90. Santa Claus:NO



91. Kiss on the first date:NO



92. Angels: YES.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:



94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: YES  .



95. Did you sing today?:I DID



96. Ever cheated on somebody? : YEPP .



97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : SINCE I WAS BORN


98. The moment you would choose to relive? MY CHILDHOOD .



99. Are you afraid of falling in love? :NO


100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? :NO .

At last , u said that 2 word ! . thank you for not making me toturing more.Err.. act aku tak tau nak post ape ni.Aku ckp je lahh ap yg aku nk ckp oke =D


First of all terima kasih kepada EN.************* kerana merendahkan diri anda dan meminta maaf pada sy.Saya harap awak tak ulang balek apa yg awak buadd sbb klu awak ulang balik tengoklahh apa yg saya nk buad.HAHA !*ketawa kejam*.Hmm .. saya pon nk mintak maaf lahh.Sorry sbb marah2 awak.Lagipun awak mmg ptot dimarah.*abaikan yg ni*.

Kan senang klu dr awal awak mintak maaf.Taklahh awak terseksa kan.Ha ! skrang kite dh baek dn sy tak lagi bosan.TERIMA KASIH sekali lagi.

Aku berhenti kadd sini sbb aku tak tahu nk merepek ape dah :)

p/s: eyy ! aku suke pic yg atas tu .comell kan :*)