Thursday, December 22, 2011

LIGHTWEIGHT - DEMI LOVATO

The slightest words you said
Have all gone to my head
I hear angels sing in your voice
When you pull me close
Feelings I’ve never known
They mean everything
And leave me no choice

Light on my heart, light on my feet
Light in your eyes I can’t even speak
Do you even know how you make me weak

I’m a lightweight
Better be careful what you say
With every word I’m blown away
You’re in control of my heart
I’m a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart

Make a promise, please
You’ll always be in reach
Just in case I need
You there when I call
This is all so new
Seems too good to be true
Could this really be
A safe place to fall

Light on my heart, light on my feet
Light in your eyes I can’t even speak
Do you even know how you make me weak, oh whoa?

I’m a lightweight
Better be careful what you say
With every word I’m blown away
You’re in control of my heart
I’m a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling down

Drowned in your love
It’s almost all too much
Handle with care
Say you’ll be there

Oh, I’m a lightweight
Better be careful what you say
With every word I’m blown away
You’re in control of my heart
I’m a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart
Keep me from falling apart, oh
Falling apart

RESULT PMR

assalamualaikum blogger :)

Hows you guys doing ? me ? i'm physically okayy.Mentally,drained and broken.Okay,not going to talk about that.As you know,today 22/12/2011 is one of my important day.Its time to take our result.After a month(?) we waited for it.Finally,its time to know the truth.

I get up from bed knowing that today i'll take my result but i got to lazy until my mom shout at me making me realize that today is important.HAHA! i get my towel, slowly walk toward the bathroom,wash my body and so on..Get my baju kurung and wait for my mom.

When i reached school , i read "PMR CANDIDATE CAN TAKE THEIR RESULT AFTER 11 AM " i was like "WTH?!they said 10 !"I pissed off.Fortunately,my friends was arrived after.Well,it calm me down a bit.We waited,waited,waited and waited..

tick tock tick tock tick tock its time to take our result.So,this is what i got >>>

BAHASA MELAYU        A
BAHASA INGGERIS     A
MATEMATIK               B
SEJARAH                   A
SAINS                       B
GEOGRAFI                 B
KEMAHIRAN HIDUP     B
AGAMA                     B

totall = 3A5B ^^ that worth of my laziness.While asilla,she got same as me.My dear afifah got 5A3B.For maz edayu,alicia congratulation for getting straight A's !!

Err.. while shahrul got 7A1B.Congrate to him.After a couple hours,i'm back and here i am writing this.I hope we all can achive our dream and succes in our life.Amin ~

p/s : mom,sorry i can't get 8A for you.But,i promise one day you'll be proud having me as your daughter.

Friday, November 25, 2011

FOR NATASHA CONNIE FREY

Okayy , its time for me to speak up.

You were once my bestfriend and i love hang out with you.I love your humour.You crazy thinking.Now, we dont even talk.I dont know who faults but maybe i'm little bit ego this time.I really want to say sorry but i just cant.

"my mom says , just ignore them" you tell this to asilla ? i'm hurt so much you know.And i dont believe you'd do it.fine,maybe i'm not suit being friend with you.

>>>well ,i just want to say i'm sorry for all this time if i hurt you.I just want to forget all this fight.And thank you for all your presents.I do love it.And the bag is still here , with me =). Have a good new life with your new school.Just forget all the bad memories in our friendship and keep the happy one.I hope someday we'll meet again and forget this stupid fight.GOODBYE MY FRIEND ♥


p/s ; even tough, i said i hate her but i dont mean it.How can i hate my friend.





-end of pure friendship-

SOUNDS OF A BROKEN HEART


안녕하세요,

 먼저 한국에서 쓰는  않아서 미안하지만 난 그냥다른 사람이 알고 싶지 않아 모든 알았어요.

그것은 아침 5 과거와 난 여전히 asleep.i 그에 대해 밤새도록 생각되지 않았습니다. 당신은 그냥 내가 아직 him.Yes 이상, 우리는이상하지만 내 마음이 없습니다다고하고 싶어 하잖아요. 정말 힘들 그를 놓아. 한번은 내가 작별 인사, 그가 그를 사랑하는 내 마음의 모든 조각과 함께 떠날 거라고 좋겠어.

나는 무엇을해야할지 않는다, 나는 아직도 그에게 붙어.  머리밖으로 끌어내 수 없습니다. 어쩌면 내가 너무 깊은 가을. 난 그렇게하지 말았어야.

비록, 우리는 이제 낯선 사람이지만  마음의 구석에 나는 그를 다시 볼 수 있습니다 싶습니다. 아니, 난 시간을 되돌릴 그와 사랑에 빠지지 않죠  스스로를 저장할 수있는 좋겠어. 난 그저 그를없애려고! 누군가 날 데려가! 여기서 멀지!

 눈물을 잡아 매일 밤 그래서 다시는 남자와 사랑에 빠질수 못하겠지만, 오늘 이상 도둑질. 나는 더 이상 그것을 물을 수 없습니다. 난 당신이 너무보고 싶어서요. 이것도 마음에있다면 제가궁금해. 당신이 생각처럼 당신이 날 생각하면 어떻게 될지 궁금.

정말 한심한 오른쪽되고 있어요? 전 바보예요 ........... 그것이 사랑에 와서. 아! 내가 너무 많은 사람을 누락 질렸어.  하루에 매 순간 그는 사라지고 . 난 당신에게 너무 많은 사랑 (?) 다시 이걸 호출 수 있나요보고 싶어요.

어쨌든, 난 당신에게 나보다 더 나은 사람이 찾아 행운을 빌고.


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

ALHAMDULILAH , WE WON ! MALAYSIA !

Hello people ,

i'm a malaysian.And yeah , the country that won SEA GAMES infront of 80,000 indonesia people ^^ .With a 5 goals , the STADIUM GELORA BUNG KARNO is totally quiet ! HARIMAU MALAYA is full ! woohoo !!


>>>i want to gve some advice to indonesian , PLEASE RESPECT OTHER COUNTRIES ANTHEM CAN'T YOU ?! IT JUST TOO RUDE SHOUTING EVERYWHERE WHILE WE ARE SINGING OUR NEGARAKU.DO YOU DO THAT TO OTHER COUNTRIES ALSO ? just please , respect each other. This is one of the reason why you guyss lost tonight ! Doa orang yang dianiaya always been heard by ALLAH .

And about the culture , food and whatever .. COME ON ! BE REALISTIC ! kita semua dari satu negara yang sangat besar dan terpisah sebab penjajah ! tak boleh dinafikan budaya , makanan , dan adat kita sama . Be mature indonesian ! Jangan tuduh kami , MALAYSIA sebagai pencuri !

ANYWAY , FOOTBALL IS JUST A GAME ! DONT INSULT US MORE THAN THAT ! WE HVE FEELINGS !

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

KYUHYUN - WAY OF BREAKING UP

apado amureochi anheun cheok
nunmuri heulleodo gamchuneun beob
maeumhan jjok geugose namgyeonoko amuil eopdaneundeusi utneun beob
heeojineun bangbeob
maeumi ireoke tto jeomuljyo
sumanheun miryeondeul tto heomuljyo
dasi jiwogagetjyo adeukhaejigetjyo
uri seoro ijeogagetjyo
nae uimi eomneun haruga tto jinagagetjyo
nae duldoeomneun urisarang eopdeonirijyo
Neol bogosipda haedo dasin bolsu eopgetjyo
apado chamayagetjyo
heeojineun bangbeobijyo
neo eomneun haruga iksukhajyo
naeireun jogeumdeo pyeonhagetjyo
jeomjeom ijeogagetjyo
eojjeom saenggangnagetjyo
joheun chueokdeulman namgetjyo
nae uimi eomneun haruga tto jinagagetjyo
nae duldoeomneun urisarang eopdeonirijyo
Neol bogosipda haedo dasin bolsu eopgetjyo
apado chamayagetjyo
(apado amureochi anheun cheok) oooo~
(nunmuri heulleodo gamchuneun beop) Geudage nan bwara boneun nariga
(maeumhan jjok geugose namgyeonoko amuil eopdaneundeusi utneun beop)
(heeojineun bangbeobijyo) ijeoyahaneunde
nae gadeukgoin nunmulmani neol gieokhago
tto haengbokhaetdeon heunjeokdeuri neomu manhaseo
naege sarangiran neomu gaseum apeunil apado chamayagetjyo
geureoke itgetjyo
//
TRANSLATION:
Even if it hurts, pretending as it’s nothing
Even if tears fall, knowing how to hide them
Placing it in one side of the heart
And knowing how to smile as if nothing is wrong
The way to break up
My heart is growing dim again
The many lingering attachments are pulling down
It will probably be erased, it will probably become faint
We will probably forget each other
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our one of a kind love is like it never happened
Even if I say I miss you, I can’t ever see you
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
This is the way to break up
I’m used to days without you now
Tomorrow will be a little more comfortable
I will forget you little by little
Sometimes, I will think of you
Only good memories will remain
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our one of a kind love is like it never happened
Even if I say I miss you, I can’t ever see you
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
Even if it hurts, pretending as it’s nothing
Even if tears fall, knowing how to hide them
Placing it in one side of the heart
And knowing how to smile as if nothing is wrong
This is the way to break up
Only my welled up tears remember you
And there are so many traces of happiness
To me, love is such a painful thing
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
I will probably forget like this
Sometimes, I will think of you
Only good memories will remain
My meaningless day will probably pass by
Our one of a kind love is like it never happened
Even if I say I miss you, I can’t ever see you
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
(Even if it hurts, pretending as it’s nothing)
(Even if tears fall, knowing how to hide them) The day I can look at you
(Placing it in one side of the heart)
(And knowing how to smile as if nothing is wrong) I need to forget you
Only my welled up tears remember you
And there are so many traces of happiness
To me, love is such a painful thing
Even if it hurts, I need to withstand it
I will probably forget like this
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ASIA CRUISE - NO THANKS TO YOU

Tell me have you ever felt like quitting (oohh)When it seems like everybody else just keeps on winning,And I gave my heart to you and what did you do?You threw it on the ground (yeahh)And now that I'm doin fine,You wanna try and come back around
Don't waste my timeDon't try to act like you carewhen you weren't there, when I needed youWanna throw my hands in the air, say I don't careCaz i'm much better now,No thanks to you, you, you (x4)No thanks to you
I remember the day you left and how you said nothingWere you saying that I just accept itWell I did and now i'm over it (yeahh)And I gave my heart to you and what did you do?threw it on the ground (yeah)And now that i'm doin fine ( now that i'm doin fine)You wanna try and come back around
Baby(don't) don't try to act like you careWhen you weren't there (no,no) when I needed youWanna throw my hands in the air and say,say I don't care, that I don't really care about youCaz i'm much better now ( oh no)No thanks to you, you, you (x4)No thanks to you
Can you, blame me for keepin on my head bowed downNow that you're telling me you think I should changeCaz you came back up (oh)But i'm smarter than an averageBaby i'm not havin it, I don't wanna play this game so,
Don't try to act like you care,When you weren't there when I needed youWanna throw my hands in the air(I really wanna)Say I don't care caz i'm much better now (much better now)No thanks to you, you, you (x4)No thanks to you

YANG YOSEOB - NO (TRANSLATION)


After you said that we won't work out
You say let's break up and turned away
My lips trembled and the tears I held back-
Letting you go was even harder

* Because I couldn't hold it in, because it was so sad
I comforted myself and turned back but

** No, no more
I'm afraid to say this
That is why I couldn't see you
We can't, we really can't
I know we couldn't love anyway
Even though I finally love you now,
Even though I loved you

I stopped on the road that I used to walk with you
The memories of us in love have held me
And your face that faintly erased
Suddenly floated up again-
That's why I stopped

* repeat

** repeat

If I say that I shouldn't have let you go at that place
If I held onto you and said that I can't do this
We would have really loved

** repeat

Saturday, November 12, 2011

THE END OF STORY



me and him , today we are officially break up.
Mr.toadyy , thank you so much for everything .

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT IT TO BE ..



hey peeps :)

Today was awesome.Yeah,it really is.We are having so  much fun because of the PJPK week.Playing badminton with my friends.It tired but its fun.But Only for the half time.After recess, it not fun anymore.

Things start wth me and asyraf sitting together , infront of each other and yahh kinda like a couple.BUT ! we're not okayy !.At first, we just talked and bla bla bla bla.BUt then, asilla told me that maybe aleen (asyraf's crush) and shahrul are jealous seeing us like that.

well,i dont know if it was true or not.It make me worried a bit.No .. not a bit .. I'M SO WORRIED thinking that they might think something else.I'm afraid that they will think somethng is going on between us.Yeah,maybe shahrul and i having a little miscommunication right now,but it dont mean i dont care anymore about him.

to adleen ; dear , i'm so sorry.I dont mean to hurt you like that :(. I promised you that this 
                    thing will not going to happen again.I'M SORRY.Trust me,asyraf will always love you
                     :).Me and him is just a friend. 


to shahrul ; err , hai babe :) . I should say this directly to you.I'm just to coward to say maybe.
                    If today, i've hurt you.I'm sorry.I didnt mean like that.I just talk.well,yeah i'm sorry.
                    i miss behaved today.Sorry for not supporting you while you having a 'tournament' 
                    (?).i miss you. 




















p/s : my fault

Friday, October 28, 2011

i shouldnt fall in love .........



I just can't seems to let him go.I'm a fool ! why did i fall too much for him ? When he replied my message tellin' me "you are better than me huh .. u able making me cry,heartbreak and happy within a day...".I was reading that and "....CRY.." ?? . i was like "what! he did ? ".I felt sorry for him though.I was thinking am i really mean that much to him ? 

Pass 2 days , asyraf told me was chatting with him and he told me everything that MR.S told him.As a conclusion that asyraf made , MR.S still can't let me go (?) and he really did love me.Once again i was told to treat him better.WTH ?! from the day we know , i was the only one who treat him better ! and you ask me to treat him better like what ! 

GOSH ! even then, i still think about MR.S feeling.I was thinking did he really hurt and should i give him another chance.I dont know.I dont hve any confidence to continue this relationship.I'm afraid,i'm the one who will hurt again and again.

i hate this feeling.I shouldnt fall in this relationship ! too stupid right ? :) 
ahhh !! !! !! i hate you ! i hate you ! T.T so much ............... 



p/s : and we were just kids in love right .. ?

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I DID IT FOR YOU

Minutes turn to hours
Hours turn to days
Knew what I had to do
Couldn't find the words to say
Had the perfect story
Stories have an end
Had to turn the page cause
To keep you was a sin oh ~

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you) Oh ~
For you ~

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~

I could say I'm sorry
Wouldn't mean a thing
Tell you what you want to hear
Baby what you wanted wasn't for me
Held you by a string
Had to cut you loose
Cause forever something we can't be

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you ) Oh
For you

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you ~

They say the ones that you love
Are the ones you hurt the most
For all the pain that I've caused you
Baby I'm sorry ~

I did it for you~
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
I'm so sorry babe
(did it for you)
Just walked away
I did it for you, for you ~

You wouldn't wanted my everything, everything ~
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~





p/s : that day when i said i've given up i know you hurt but it hurt me more.I'm sorry but you deserve   
        better.even then , i know its hard for me.Everything that i said , its not a lie .  

Sunday, October 23, 2011

why am i still waiting ?


i want to write about my feeling.But words can't describe how much i dissapointed on you.I felt like i want to cry but it just not worth anymore.Cause you dont even care.I've keep this thing 11 months and it hurt me so much.Hurt that you can't even tell.

YOU JUST DONT CARE ABOUT MY FEELING , I'VE CONSIDERATE TOO MUCH AND THIS TIME IF I WALK AWAY DONT ASK ME TO GO BACK.CAUSE I'M NOT TURNING ANYMORE.

I've had enough.Cause i think sometimes it better to push someone away.Not because i stop loving but because i need to shield myself from pain.The pain you cause wont show on my face unless someone watch my eyes as you walk by.

I think this relationship is going nowhere if you continue being like this.I know you dont want to think about it.But at least , think about me.Yes,you watched me being tough,you watched me smiling all day .You should know i'm the best actresses to hide all those feelings.

You know why i dont take this seriously on the first place ? because i want to give you a chance.I gave you a lot of chance to change yourself and win me back.But you think it as a game and i'm sorry , you've got no chance after this.I'm tired waiting you to change.Now,i need to do what i should do on the first place.I'm not going back.I wont turning back.Get a life without me.It should be better.Isnt it ?


          "you meet someone. you two get close. it’s all great for awhile. then someone stops trying. talk less.       awkward conversations. the drifting. no communication whatsoever. memories start to fade. then that person you know becomes that person you knew. that’s how it usually goes, right? sad isn’t it. "




p/s : I WANT YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME BUT I'VE NO CHOICE YOU'VE GOTTA LEAVE . 

Saturday, October 22, 2011

before it explode

It's not a question of love,
Cause our love has never changed.
But all the little things keep piling up,
And life keeps getting in the way.

Don't make this harder than it is,
We both knew it'd come to this.
Better now than in a year,
With lots of tears,
And we both hate each other.
The fuse has already left,
So how about a final kiss?
And just let it go

Let's Stop the madness,
Before it explodes!
Before it's out of our control.
Let's stop the madness,
Before it explodes!
We gotta let it go,
Before it all explodes.

Some things we won't understand,
And we're both so tired of being misunderstood.
So let's just turn and walk away,
And hold on to what was good.

Don't make this harder than it is,
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
We both knew it'd come to this.
Better now than in a year,
With lots of tears,
And we both hate each other.
The fuse has already left,
So how about a final kiss?
And just let it go

Let's Stop the madness,
Before it explodes!
Before it's out of our control.
Let's stop the madness,
Before it explodes!
We gotta let it go,
Before it all explodes.

Before it explodes!
Before it's out of our control.
Let's stop the madness,
Before it explodes!
We gotta let it go,
Before it all explodes.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD


Happy Anniversary to both of U,
Who R one soul and body two,
Dipped in a love simply true.
It was love at first sight,
This touched the heart,
Straight from the eyes,
Turning your life more bright,
With a life partner absolutely right.
Life was like heaven,
In 2006, month of seven,
Made everything forgotten,
With every moment lighten.
Today, your union of three years,
Hold sweet memories of cheer,
Along with some shades of tears,
But never caught fear,
When found each other very near.
May god shower lots of blessings
With good and new things happening,
And fulfill each and every desire,
Without anything missing.
Sapna Golecha

p/s : this is only intro ^^ we will make a suprise anniversary party for our parents on 25th october a.k.a this friday.Wish our luck ! i'll update again about this event !!

Friday, October 14, 2011

A LIFE AFTER PMR

heyy peeps ! ^^

 hows you guys life going ? exciting ? whatever it takes just live every moment.As you guys know i'm a PR candidate 2011 and we're just done having our WAR a couple of days ago.I'd think i'll rate it as 65% over 100% . Well , for MATH . its 50-50 in P1 and 95% easy in P2.I wish i can score well in P2 cause it my only hope to get marks.

Next >> i am sure all the candidates have a program after PMR right ? how is it ? is it fun ? Mine was not (for the first day though) but it was fun on the second day.At least we're moving.I mean ike the first day,the teachers just told us to sit and listen.But for the second,we're moving around.Do the activity together.It was fun.

Today we had a competition called "DRESS FROM NEWSPAPER".We need to design something from the newspaper and make it to a dress or something.At first,we are all like "WTF! NEWSPAPER?HOW WE'RE GOIN TO DO ABOUT THAT?" but at the end we had a lot of fun and the cooperation between is is the BEST.And guest what , we WIN 1ST place !!! we're so proud of our work ! . And of course our cute model  ,AFIFAH make it more interesting :)

For the second activity is cooking.They called it "MASTERCHEF DIDIANS".We need to do something according to the thing given.They gave us bread,vegies and other .... .As our group,we're not prepared ANYTHING! even a single knife.So,we just use our creativity to make the SANDWICH.And we're not expected anything cause we dont have any additional plate,any other thing to make it more pretty.We just what they gave and our brain to make it NICE.And we WIN again but this time its 3RD.It was pretty interesting because other group hve so many pretty decoration and ours just use the thing they gave and POOF! we WIN.

And the most proud moment when our group are the ony girl group that win the MASTER CHEF competition.At least , the girl power are still there :) Lastly , i wanna thank my group members for today ADLEEN,ASILLA,HAWA,NABILA,HAZIRAH,FATIHAH,SYAFIQAH,AFIFAH,MAZ, AND NATASHA.You guyss are the best and thanks for today :)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

PERFECT NIGHTMARE


Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Perfect nightmare. 




Monday, September 19, 2011

HAIWAN PUN SAYANG ANAK

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , 

Tadi aku baru balik dari hantar Asilla , tetibe aku dengar bunyi kucing , aku trylahh cari mana datangnya bunyi tu , then aku nampak ada anak kucing atas bumbung rumah aku.Punya lah terkejut , bukan satu tapi 5 ekor !! OMG ! and then aku trylah usaha nak bawak dia keluar tappi  tak dapat ! kecewa aku :( aku pendek sgt , au tk nampak . Tetibe aku nampak mak dia , mak dia pun tengah bunting lagi tau tak !?! mak dia jilat-jilat anak dia . Aku rasa mak dia g cari makanan tapi tak ada.Mak dia sayang gila kat anak-anak dia.Comel sangat anak2 kucing tu.

Bila aku tengok anak kucing tu dengan mak dia , terdetik dalam hati "haiwan yang tak ada otak pun tau sayangkan anak tapi kenapa manusia yang ada AKAL dan PERASAAN boleh buang-buang anak ?!" aku rasa macam nak nangis je tengok mak dengan anak kucing tu.SWEET sangat ! comel ! aku geram gila ! memanglah aku takut dengan kucing tapi aku tak sampai hatilah nak biar anak kucing tu kat situ . aku try jugak nak amik tapi tak boleh :(( SEDIH nya aku ! 

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

TIRED OF WAITING




HE SHOULD NOW WHAT I MEANT WHEN HE READ THIS , I KNOW ITS BEEN HARD FOR US BUT I WANT YOU TO FIGHT WITH ME . BUT , IF U WANT TO END THIS . I'M AFRAID YOU WILL NEED TO WAIT A LITTLE BIT LONGER . I'VE SAID THIS TO YOU BEFORE , I DONT PROMISE YOU FOREVER BUT AS LONG AS YOU STAY,I'LL BE HERE.WE'LL SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER PMR.NOW,I WANT TO FOCUS ON MY STUDY.HOPE YOU TOO.TAKE A GOOD CARE AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. 

nota kaki : Isn't it ironic that the only person who can make you really happy is the same person who makes you sad and lonely?