Tuesday, September 20, 2011
PERFECT NIGHTMARE
Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
Why don't I just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait for him to change
But it's okay, I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it (no way)
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting (don't mind hurting)
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
No way, no way, no way,
No way, no way, no way, no way
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare.
Monday, September 19, 2011
HAIWAN PUN SAYANG ANAK
ASSALAMUALAIKUM ,
Tadi aku baru balik dari hantar Asilla , tetibe aku dengar bunyi kucing , aku trylahh cari mana datangnya bunyi tu , then aku nampak ada anak kucing atas bumbung rumah aku.Punya lah terkejut , bukan satu tapi 5 ekor !! OMG ! and then aku trylah usaha nak bawak dia keluar tappi tak dapat ! kecewa aku :( aku pendek sgt , au tk nampak . Tetibe aku nampak mak dia , mak dia pun tengah bunting lagi tau tak !?! mak dia jilat-jilat anak dia . Aku rasa mak dia g cari makanan tapi tak ada.Mak dia sayang gila kat anak-anak dia.Comel sangat anak2 kucing tu.
Bila aku tengok anak kucing tu dengan mak dia , terdetik dalam hati "haiwan yang tak ada otak pun tau sayangkan anak tapi kenapa manusia yang ada AKAL dan PERASAAN boleh buang-buang anak ?!" aku rasa macam nak nangis je tengok mak dengan anak kucing tu.SWEET sangat ! comel ! aku geram gila ! memanglah aku takut dengan kucing tapi aku tak sampai hatilah nak biar anak kucing tu kat situ . aku try jugak nak amik tapi tak boleh :(( SEDIH nya aku !
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
TIRED OF WAITING
HE SHOULD NOW WHAT I MEANT WHEN HE READ THIS , I KNOW ITS BEEN HARD FOR US BUT I WANT YOU TO FIGHT WITH ME . BUT , IF U WANT TO END THIS . I'M AFRAID YOU WILL NEED TO WAIT A LITTLE BIT LONGER . I'VE SAID THIS TO YOU BEFORE , I DONT PROMISE YOU FOREVER BUT AS LONG AS YOU STAY,I'LL BE HERE.WE'LL SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER PMR.NOW,I WANT TO FOCUS ON MY STUDY.HOPE YOU TOO.TAKE A GOOD CARE AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
nota kaki : Isn't it ironic that the only person who can make you really happy is the same person who makes you sad and lonely?
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
STUPID DUMBASS AND TRIAL
Assalamualaikum ,
Its been a while now.Sorry for not updating too much.I've been busy burning the midnight oil for my FINAL PMR.Honestly,i'm way too nervous ! i think i'll BOM my self up.I already got the trial paper and got only 1A for agama and 4B and 2C and E for mathematics :)
I know i'm stupid in math and like you'll always say "do more math excercise !! " dude , you dont have any idea how many question i did ! I'm studying my ass of and this is what i've got. Yeah ~ maybe this is the result for all myhardwork.Redha je lahh ~~
And talk about the stupid dumbass , adalah sorang mamat ni perasan gila ! aku taknak lahh cakap apa yang dia perasan , takut menjatuhkan maruah dia pulak kan.Well boy , i tell you what , MY BLOG IS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ! AND THE WRITER IS ME SO IT UP TO ME WHAT SHOULD I WROTE.Plus i dont need any follower/reader like you ! BASTARD !
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
TRIAL RESULT
Assalamualaikum
its 12:46 a.m and i can't sleep.I keep thinking about my trial exam paper.I totally screwed up everything and i know i will get C or D for my maths paper.I'm preparing my self to confront the teacher tomorrow.I really nervous.Hwat kind of fate of mine will be tomorrow ? what kind of punishment will i get ? serve me right ~
while for the other paper, i got 55% for KH , 66% for GEO , 63% for SEJ . What should i expect for the others ? why am i so stupid ? making those stupid mistakes !! i really stressed out when i think about school.What my future will be ? Will i dissapoint my mom again ? GOSH ! i can't bear with it.
Its not like i'm not studying ! I'VE STUDIED BUT WHY ALL THINGS CAME OUT WORST ?! i feel want to cry.CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! stupid me !
