Time pass without we know it.And as the time pass we've made a lot of memories together.2010 is really meaningful year for me.2010 is the year where i start to know the meaning of friend.2010 is where i got to know the life of middle school student.2010 where i got to know someone again.2010 where i fell in love with my enemy.Now , 2010 will be a memory.And i hope it will be the everlast memory for my friends and my buddies.

i'm tearing again.i'll edit this again okay.BYE!

FALLING SLOWLY.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing it loud

p/s: this song is not for him only.don't get it wrong.I write it for my buddies all over the world.

I CAN'T YOU GO EVEN IF I DIE 

i love this song :D

제가 아주 슬픈 오늘을 느끼는지 모르겠어요. 나도 잘 모르는 경우 당신이 그것에 관련된. 하지만, 난 오늘 밤 울고 싶은 느낌이 듭니다. 내 심장이 너무 빨리 치고 계속 내 눈이 눈물에 관한 것입니다.비록 내가 그것을 쓸어 후, 나는 여전히 울고 싶어요. 정말 슬픈 오늘을 느낍니다.
난 ~ 미안해. 난 당신을 정말 사랑해.
jega aju seulpeun oneul-eul neukkineunji moleugess-eoyo. nado jal moleuneun gyeong-u dangsin-i geugeos-e gwanlyeondoen. hajiman, nan oneul bam ulgo sip-eun neukkim-i deubnida. nae simjang-i neomu ppalli chigo gyesog nae nun-i nunmul-e gwanhan geos-ibnida. bilog naega geugeos-eul sseul-eo hu, naneun yeojeonhi ulgo sip-eoyo. jeongmal seulpeun oneul-eul neukkibnida.

nan ~ mianhae. nan dangsin-eul jeongmal salanghae.

I'm not afraid to take a stand

Everybody come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just let you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I don't even know what i'm goin to write.But , this is truthfully from my heart.3 years ago, i met someone i trust and i truly sure i can call her FRIEND.I admit i was wrong.She just diffrent from her 3 years ago.I happy with her when we are on standard 5 until we standard 6.But,i think the time make me realize that she's not the one i can depend on.

After we became Form 1 student,she still friend with me but she's not my friend that i met 3 years ago.She's different.She break our promise.She doing sumthin BAD and when i try to advise her.This is what i got from her "MIND YOUR OWN WORLD".I was like "why she said sumthin like that to me,dont she realize that i'm her bestfriend that she proud of?!".I trully mad to her.But,i still hold my ego.I still friend with her.I thought she goin to change after that incidet.But,she became WORST WORST AND WORST.

She lied to me.Then, i think again.She dont even appreciated me as her friend.So,why should i be beside her when she dont even looked at me.After that,i made up my mind.I step out from her world.And i met someone.We're now are like sister even we've only known for a year.It make we become more close.One of us need to move.And for the first time i was crying because i afraid to lose friend like her.

Today, i realize and i know what the meaning of FRIEND.

I hope she will be okay there and i pray for her happiness.

To my 3 years ago friend,i hope she will find her path without me.

I dont want to leave her but she make me.

So,please appricated your friends while she beside you.

Untuk kesekalian kalinya , aku menangis lagi.Kali ni lepas hamimah dengan rasminya berpindah.Tadi aku pergi meraikan dia untuk kali terakhir.I'm gonna miss her.Its really hard to ler her go.Eventough,she always ask me a silly question.I still need friend like her.I wish she will found a new friend there but DONT FORGET ABOUT US.

Aku akan rindukan saat-saat bersama dia.Saat bila kitorang duduk berborak dalam bilik pengawas dan akan mengutuk dia sebab datang lambat.Saat bila kitorang duduk dalam kelas dan buat hal kitorang 3 orang.Saat bila kitorang bergelak , menangis bersama.Saat bila kitorang bercerita.Saat kitorang meluahkan perasaan.Saat kitorang kongsi masalah.Saat bila kitorang mengutuk dan memerli orang yang kitorang tak suka.*berhenti kejap,menangis lagi*

Huh, i guess this is what destined for us.I wish we will fly together.I wish we will stay longer together.I wish we can talk and talk and talk longer.I wish we will be forever together.And i wish that my wish will come true even now , hamimah is far from us.I hope our friendship will be faith and forever.

i end this entry with part from a song "I'm not afraid 

To take a stand 

Everybody

Come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just lettin you know that, you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road."

so friends, be strong to yourself.Your luck is infront you.Belive in yourself , hold my hand and we'll fly high together again.Don't ever think to give up before you try it out.

lastly , if i are not beside you tomorrow please stand up high and wake up.Outside the world wages is war.Fight till the end.I'll promise our love will carry on until you turn eternal,we belong.

I LOVE YOU BUDDIES ! 

i miss them ! make comeback please ! SS501's tripleS

i love them =) 2PM's hottest

i admire them =) SHINee's shawol

make your comeback ! cassies miss youu ! DBSK's cassiopeia

yess ! i love k-pop ! is it wrong to be their fan ? mind your own thing ! 

only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난다시 웃을 수 가 없어 it’s only you my baby it’s only you

끝나버린 추억을 혼자 왜 놓지 못하고 붙잡아 지나간 그 사람 보내주고 새로운 삶을 살아
오~ 나도 알아 그래야 한다는 걸 나도 알아

처음 한 달은 믿지 않다가 둘째 달은 계속 울다가
셋째 달은 마음을 다잡고 다른 사람을 만나 오 보려 했어
하지만 나는 웃을 수 없었어

only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어 이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you

listen,넌 참 아름다웠어 웃을 때면 눈이 부셨어 환한 그 미소에 난 언제나 넋을 잃고 말았지
오~miss you baby 너무나도 난 니가 보고 싶어

아무도 나를 이해 못해 그때 그리고 지금도
내가 왜 이렇게까지 너에게 집착을 하는지 오 이해 못해 하지만 너는 알고 있잖아

only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어 이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘 baby~
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어 난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you baby

Yo 잊어보려고 했지만 암만 노력을 해봐도 자꾸만 너만 찾게 되는 걸
아직도 환한 그 미소가 계속 떠올라 참 한 심하지 어째서 이러지
도무지 잊혀지지가 않아 계속 채워지지가 않는 텅 빈자기가 있어
너만이 채울 수가 있어

oh only you 너만이 나를 살릴 수 있어(난 죽어가고 있어~)
이 눈물을 멈출 수 있어 그러니 어서 내게 돌아와줘~
only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어
난 다시 웃을 수가 없어
it’s only you my baby it’s only you 예~

잘지내냐고? 잘 못지내 니가 필요해

Today entry is for him.So,korang tak payalh la baca ekk.Benda tak penting dan bukan untuk korang pon.Tapi,kalau nak baca jugak.Bacalahh.Jangan termeluat ke termuntah ke terpengsan ke pulakk tau.

heyya ! what are you doing ? bila kw nak online balik nih.Aku taulah hari isnin.Tapi tapi,aku rindu kau lahh.HAHA ! gelaklahh kalau nak wehh.Weyy ,cepat sikit on tu.Lambat lah kw ! Berjanggut aku tunggu kw tau!Dah online tu pandai-pandailah bagitau aku.:P.Btw , please take care of yourself dear.=)

[려욱]

친구인 건지 사귀는 건지

나 요즘엔 니가 더 헷갈려 내가

[베이지]

영화도 보고 산책도 하고

속 깊은 비밀 너에게 말하고 woo woo

[려욱]

우린 연인보다 가까운 그런 친구 사이

[베이지]

근데 어떡하지 나 니가 좋아져 baby

[같이]

어느샌가 너의 모든 게

좋아졌어 너의 모든 게

살며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

사랑한단 말은 안해도

이렇게 머물러줘 내게 약속해줘 영원히

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남자답게 내 맘 모두다 고백하고 싶어

[베이지]

내 맘 들킬까봐 내 마음 알까봐 baby

[같이]

사랑보다 소중한 사랑

내 모든 걸 다 주고 싶어

천천히 더 천천히 내 맘 모두 줄거야

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

그런 말은 어색한데도

때로는 친구처럼 때론 연인처럼 있어줘

[베이지]

남녀사이 친구란 없다고

그땐 믿지 않았어

[려욱]

아냐 우리 연인이 된데도

계속 좋은 친구처럼 더

([베이지] 너의 얘길 들어줄게)

[려욱]

네 얘길 들어줄께

[같이]

사랑한단 말 보단

우린 아직 우린 달콤한 기분

조금씩 더 조금씩 오늘부터 시작해

니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아

잡은 손을 놓지 않을께

사랑해 그 말 대신 곁에 있을꺼야 영원히

p/s:i've told you this entry is for him.Eventough tak byk aku tulis.I really meant what i write :)

assalamualaikum ,

Aku rase sepanjang cuti ni , aku akan kebosanan.Confem 100%.What should i do ?

Hmm .. semalam lepas aku habis tengok wayang (yea ! midnight movie). Asilla call aku , dia cerita pasal afifah.Huh ! rasa nak nangis dalam kreta aku mase tu.

This paraghraph is for Afifah , you are my dear little friend.Eventough , kw agak kasar tapi aku masih perlukan kawan seprti kau.Heyy ! pedulikan apa yang orang cakap psl kw.Yang penting , kw masih ada aku dan family pengwas.We will be beside you wherever you want and forever.

Semalam memang hari sedih sedunia ke apa ? aku tak berhenti menangis dr semalam.Berat sungguh perpisahan tahun ni.Apa-apa pun aku hanya boleh mendoakn yang terbaik untuk mereka.Semoga apa yang mereka impikan akn dikecapi dan semoga bahagia menjadi milik mereka suatu hari nanti.


i think i'll stop here.I write again next time . BYE!

Assalamualaikum ,
Hello,
Anneyeonghaseyo,

Seperti yang aku janji kan semalam,aku nak post story untuk hari ni kan ? okay ! aku akn buat.Let's start.

Hari kitorang(pengwas)yang terlibat dengan pendaftaran form hadir ke sekolah pukul 7.30.Waktu tu memang waktu kemuncak.Sebb kitorang belum ready lagi parents dh beratur memanjang ! YAALLAH ! pening gile kott bila fikir balik.

Dengan perut yang lapar , kami masih meneruskan tugas.Bile slot ke-2 masuk,ibu bapa dah tak ramai sangat lah.Kitorang pon boleh siap merayau ke kaunter-kaunter lain.=).Tepat pukul 12.00 kitorang dah tutup kaunter ! yeay ! memang penat gile bdan dan kitorang dan upah sorang seringgit dr PUAN.SITI ROHANA.

Terima kasih cikgu,kerana menghargai kami.Lepas tu , kitorang rehat-rehat kat bilik pengwas.Pukul 1.15 kitorang gerak ke MCD untuk FAREWELL PARTY tahun 2010.Capture-capture gambar.Seronok sangat and aku dapat coklat dengan tedyy bear dr hamimah.THANKS SYG!

Dan tetibe,tetamu yang kitorang tak sangke datang.Tetibe datang.Anyway,thanks to shahrul sebab jadi wakil kepada budak2 lelaki yang tak sporting langsung nk dtg.!Tapi kan , kenapa tetibe dy kene dduk sebelah aku ni !!.Teruklahh korang..Pastu,dia boleh cakap aku control cute dan malu-malu.Eyy ! malu tu mestilahh ! cute ? buat ape aku nk control.Aku tak cute pon !

Dan masa balik aku sedih sangat.Hamimah nak pindah tahun depan.Honesstly,aku menangis bila baca surat dia.Aku doakan dia berjaya.Harap dia tak lupakan kitorang kat sini.Dan kitorang pon baliklah.Kat rumah pulak asilla boleh pegi bg mesej kat aku.Menangis aku baca mesej dia.Kalau nak tau korang pegi sini dearishilla.blogspot.com..

Aku sayang kawan-kawan aku.Tahun ni tahun terbaik yang pernah aku alami.I enjoyed my 14 life.Thanks to all my friends yang menemani aku sepanjang tahun ni tak kisahlahh lelaki ke permpuan.Aku sayang korang sangat-sangat.

Asilla,Hamimah,Aleen,Maz,Afifah,Ayu,Tasya,Shahrul,Isman,Al-Fath,Mursyidul.Geng-geng borak pengawas.Semua pengawas form 2.Aku sayang korang sangat.Good luck oke ^^.Thanks for being my friends and maafkan lahh aku andai aku ada mnyakiti hati korang.

This is only for him , emm...Take care of yourself dear.We'll meet and we'll text and we'll chat.So,don't worry.Thanks for coming today.We appreciated it so much.Althought, you get your ice cream right? =).So,happy holiday and i'll miss you.(aku tau korang tertunggu tunggu aku ckp ni kan=)).Annyeong !

Aku akhiri dengan gambar-gambar kitorang mase FAREWELL tadi.

Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons out of time

Goodbye buddies please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along
Goodbye buddies it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them, I'll be there

We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song
Like the seasons have all gone

Goodbye Mimah my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground
Goodbye Mimah it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there 

GREAT DAY !

Hari ni memang best.Pengawas ada seminar kepimpinan kat sekolah.Walaupun penat, tapi kitorang happy dan puas hati.

Kitorang kene denda berdiri tengah panas dn duduk ats angin dgn tangan didepakan selama 2 minit.Itupun dah menggeletar kaki.Lagi kitorang kne denda ketuk ketampi dan bngun smbil sebut BERANI.Selepas itu , kitorang rehat.

Lepas rehat , 2 jam sebelem tamat seminar kitorang main game.Game tu memang best lahh =).Tapi aku malas nak crite pnjng cm mne permainan tu berlangsung.Cukuplah sekadar korang tau memang best =).Selepas tu kitorang disusun mengikut tarikh lahir,tinggi.Ape-ape jelahh

Lepas tu ade lagi 2 game.Pastu tamat.Dan mase balik aku dengan asilla dengan perut yang lapar pegi jusco , beli roti dan duduk depan sekolah.Lepas tu kitorang singgah SHELL beli maggi cawan.Itu sebab kitorang masih lapar.Dan kitorang makan sambil berjalan.

Mase kitorang nak balik tu memang macam nak hujan.Tapi kitorang redah jugak.First time aku jalan dgn membe aku sambil makan maggi cawam.=D.seronok sangat.Walaupun mase tu badan masing2 dah berlengas.Disebabkan aku takut nak balik sorang.Aku pegi rumah asilla.

Dan kitorang merayau sekejap naik skuter.Dan asilla hanta aku balik :).Lepas tu aku tertidur sampai pukul 10 baru aku mandi.Lepas tu aku online dan aku chat dengan MR.POYO.Disebabkan internet dia breakdown,kitorangg tak dapat mneruskan chat.And here i am.Writing story about today.

Esok aku kene bertugas untuk pendaftaran form 1.Dan esok jugak hari terakhir sekolah.Aku sedih jugakkk.But what to do kan.Aku rase aku stop smpai sini je.Esok aku tulis lagi oke :).BYE!

p/s: dear,take care spnjng cuti ni oke.:)

assalamualaikum ,

aku tau dah lme aku tak update blogg ni kan ? Tengok ! dah berhabuk. Kesian . korang ni pun satu.Len kali datang sini bawak kain lap=D tolong lapkan blog aku ni.Hehehe !

Sepanjang aku tak update blog ni.Bnyk bnde yg aku tak expect jdi,terjadi.Its really a big hit to me.Espically bout someone ni,M(bkn nme sbnr).Aku tak pernah nmpk dia menangis sampai macam tu sekali.Bila aku dengar cerita dia.Aku rase nk sepak-sepak orang yang buat dia cam tu.Ape bodoh sangat dia pegi buat macam tu ! hisy ! membara je aku nk tulis psl ni.

ok! teruskan pada cerita seterusnya.Hmm , OK ni pasal sorang budak ni,what should we call her ekk.Hmm.Y.Aku tak tau ape kne dgn budak Y ni.Kesian pon ade.Hai lah adik,kenapalah adik boleh merendahkan maruah seorang prmpuan dgn cakap bnde2 tu ?.Tak malu ke dik oii !

Btw, Harap lepas ni adik Y jgn ganggu dia lagi.Kitorang dah tak tau nk buat ape dgn Y ni.Merana pulak budak kecik ni kalau tau hal sbnar.Anyway,bia lah.Aku malas nk amik tau.Sekarang aku nak edit blog aku.BUROK.

bye~