LOVE IS A WAR AND WE WERE IN A BATTLEFIELD

Assalamualaikum,

First of all congratulation for me and him because this is our 9MONTHS together ! ^^ *nothinspecialwiththat* 

saja nak exaggerated lebih sikit.Well,i've never expected we would come this far.When we first start this relationship,none of us think that we will be together for 9 months long ! As you know,he's not my type at all.I always ask DEAR HEART,WHY HIM ? but i've been ignored :) 

But,for me 9 months was nothing.Until the day he talked to me again then that day was something.I wish he would actually try to talk to me again.For how long we'll be like this? Saying lovey dovey text but when we meet its AWKWARD.I admitted this the first time i've ever experienced this kind of man.

Hmm ~~ I should hate him for the ways he treated me. Except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could.Everytime when i mad at him.He will just talk sweetly and i'm melting like a hot chocolate.That his speciality,maybe ?

Bytheway,i just want to thank him for all this 9 months.I'm happy eventough there's time i pissed off.Thank you for give a courage when i need it.Thank you for everything you've done.I always hope that this will be forever cause now i'm scared to lose you.If you ask me 7 months ago,i just dont care if you here or not :P 

THANK YOU SO MUCH SAYANG ~

KPOP FC SAENGIL CHUKAHAEYEO !

assalamualaikum , 

For my dearest chagibers and chagimins in KPOP FC,

Sorry for not using Indonesian.I'm afraid that there will be any mistake so i will use Eng :).

Me being a KPOP FC admin doesnt reach 1 year though.But,since i'm approved to be one of the admins i felt happy and bless.I always dream to be one of KPOP group admin but i always been rejected every time.But i've never give up.One day,there is one group looking for new admins.And i've been accepted for the first time.

I thanked to Eonni Shan-Shan for giving me trust and gave me a chance to prove how much i love KPOP.I was really excited to meet new friends.Eventough,the majority of them are indonesians but since i know how to talk indonesian i get the advantage :).

In KPOP FC,i've met a new friends,a new fans of KPOP and a same fandom as me.I love being there.I felt the loved.After our hardwork we had gain more than 200 members.All thanks to ALLAH.There is an idiom said " there will no success before failing " (or opposite ehh ?) .Before we had a new admins,there is only me,eonni shan and eonni andita who work our ass off for gaining more members.We work really hard for achive this moment.

Now,KPOP FC have more than 2000 members who supported us every day and every moments.Even i'm a Malaysian, they treat me like a family.I love them so much.They were really caring about each other.And even we've never meet but the friendship is still remain the same.

Lastly,I want to say Happy Birthday KPOP FC.Hoping that we will be here as one forever and ever.Thank you so much for the unstopabble suuports from our lovely CHAGIBERS ! thank you ! and for all admins of KPOP FC , Eonni shan-shan,eonni andita,eonni thaa,eonni ayoe,Teguh oppa,Eonni widy,Rheist,dan eonni nunna THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING ! YOU GUYSS ARE THE BEST KPOP LOVER THAT I EVER HAD ! 

SARANGHAEYEO KFC ! 

NEW QUOTE ! ^^

-I dont understand why, i am so afraid to LOSE you, when you're not even mine.

-I act like i don't care, but deep inside, it hurts alot :(

-It’s hard to wait for something you know won’t happen. It’s even harder to stop waiting when you know it’s everything you want

-It's hard to pretend to be friends with someone special when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything you want to have.

-you don't call me all day I understand, when you don't text me all day I understand, when I stop loving you I hope you understand.

-I wish someone will look me deep in the eyes and say, "You're not okay, tell me what's wrong."

-When a woman says "What?" to a man, she didn't mishear him, she is giving him a chance to change his mind

-Love is only a chapter in a guy’s life. But to a girl, it’s the whole book

-I know technically we're not together, but forget the title... I just want u to know, you'll always have me and won't let go

-Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our lame jokes... I fell in love

-I should hate you for the ways you treated me. Except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could

-Sometimes I catch him staring, and I wonder what he's thinking

-Its hard to trust someone the sec time around after they already give one reason not to trust them

-i may not be perfect at least i'm not fake

-i'm not ignoring you.i'm waiting to see if you'll make an effort for just once

-a girls heart is a fragile thing.Break it once and it will never be the same thing again

-he's annoying.He's the world's biggest asshole.I hate this guts but i know he's everything i want

-a person who irritates you is always the one who loves u very much but fails to exress it

-sometimes i wish u would actually try to talk to me again

-if u dont want to tell me thats fine.Just dont lie to me

-i wish i knew what goes in your mind when your eyes meet mine

when hate turn to love

Assalamualaikum , 

As you read the title :) i'm going to tell you about how hatred can turn into love.So,if you dont want to read just close the tab :) 

there is one saying said "if we hate a person to much we will ended up loving that person".Honestly,i've never trust the saying.NOT for once in my life.But when it happens to me,i just realize that it makes sense.But today,i'm not going to post about my story.I want to share something about my friend :)

I've promised her  that i will post A LOVE STORY about her and her enemy :) Well,i'm going to do it now.

I will named my friend as L and the boy as E.This two kids (L and E) fight everyday and most of the times i'm in the middle of it.They sit far away but still they can do the WORDS FIGHT! When the L say something , E will response with an annoying voice and same goes to L,when E say something,L will say opposite.

*aigoo* we (my classmates) love to tease them.We said they was totally in love ^^.We just keep doing the scandal between them :) ! eventhough , they refuse and denied still , we do it.Who cares ? hehehe ~ there is a time when i told L to not mess up with E so much cause it might turned out to something else right,who knows? I've said to her once "maybe now you hate him,but we dont know what will happen in 3 years maybe.People change.Now you're just 15 and not thinking about LOVE but, face it , 15 is the age where we felt love,hate,annoyed and everything.This the time to enjoyed ourselves.Only on 15.I dare you.I want to see how long you can hate E and hate boys :) i want to see how long you can bear with it alone.How long you can keep your feelings.Somedays you will change and you'll think those words just a child play.Think deeply."

I find it cute when they were argue ! haha ~ all my friends agree with it.It would be lovable if you guys match up.Like aleea's said  A MATCH FROM HEAVEN ! haha ! when you guyss standing beside each other there  is something between you guys that makes you a perfect couple ! maybe , a CHEMISTRY ? who knows :) 

I hope that someday they will be together.Haha ! AMIN ! it would be cute and adorable.One is kind a boyish and One is .. .. err ~ i dont know how tp describe him.Lets just pray and let the fated do the job :) 

I'll stop here.Here's the en.Bye !

nota kaki : FALLING in love with UNEXPECTED person is like FALLING asleep while classes are going on.

KIM JAEJOONG'S LATEST PICTURE !

MY LAPPY ^^

Assalamualaikum , 

did you guys remember my last post.I've promised too revealed about my life right ? ^^ now i'm move on to my laptop.Where i spend half of my day :) i take the picture from google image.I cant upload my own.Sorry. Check this out >>>

mine was full with cute sticker :) this is too empty and i hate empty space ^^ i need to study now.See yaa !

PRAY FOR LONDON

"Shop windows were smashed and furniture hurled at officers after a social media campaign was started yesterday afternoon urging people to copy events in London.

As an estimated 200 youths, many of them hooded or masked, congregated, West Midlands police put up a half-mile exclusion zone around the Bullring shopping centre, which shut early at 6.40pm."

As you guys know , london is under riot.I dont the specific details about why are there violence and so on.According to the news , a gangs set up the fire.They attacking the peoples and police.I cant believe it.London sounds horible now.I hope they're all fine and everything will be okayy.Let us pray for london.

MY FAMILY =)

FACTS ABOUT ME =)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM , 

i decide to post something about my life.Started with a little bit boring post about me and next an interesting story about my friends and last post will be a pictures of my biass! well , check this out >>>>>

FACTS ABOUT ME :-

1. i hate vegetables ! just name it and i will say "I HATE ALL THAT!"
2. i love FRUITS ! 
3. i love all kind of fruits EXCEPT durian , dragonfruit , kiwi , starfruit .
4. i love BI 
5. i love texting and writing 
6. i'm a shy person.If someone dont try to talk to me i dont talk to them.Cus i dont know how to started a conversation.So,i will just zip my lips
7. i WAS  a playgirl.Now,i'm not :) i dont find any exciting thing playing with guy hearts. 
8. i'm a good listener and adviser.Sometimes i felt like a pembimbing rakan sebaya . 
9. i'm stupid at math.
10. i love science but i dont understand it.
11. i love sejarah but i hate reading.I want people TELL me a story about sejarah ot telling me to read and understand cause i can't 
12. i love my siblings and family ! 
13. i have 3 best friend among the best 
14. i'm addicted to korea ^^  
15. i love painting :) 
16. i LOVE cooking so much ! 
17. my dream is to become one of the best cooker in the world ! 
18. i want to travell al over the globe 
19. i really want to help my family at india , palestin and all . 
20. i'm loyal in friendship
21. i hate hypocrite ! 
22. i love chocolate espically TOBLERONE ! 
23. i hate fruit juice except orange.
24. i can't touch cat .
25. i dont have any allergy
26. i love a sound of beach
27. i really want to go to PARIS , after i go to MEKAH laa :) 
28. i think Phuket is really a beautiful island. 
29. i forgive people easily but i would never forget what did they do to me.
30. i love pastel colour especally sky blue , soft red , young green (?) 
31. i'm a muslim 
32. i hate SNAKES ! 
33. my ideal guy >> kind,gentle,clever,dicipline and honest
34. i would love to have a romantic proposal on the boat 
35. i would never forget a person who walk in and out from my life.

THANK YOU FOR THE ATTENTION

Assalamualaikum , 

I hope this post would find my readers hale and healthy :) *AMIN* I just want to write about a few things that happens lately.Well , i started with :- 

WEDNESDAY - Today i was really sick.I've never been sick like this before at school.I was okay in the morning but when math class started , i'm gettin dizzy and felt uncomfortable.I felt want to puke.So,i told my friend to accompanied to the bathroom.And i ended up 'torturing' myself for 25 minutes i guess.I really want to puke but something is choking me and stomach felt really bad.I thought i was dying ! frankly speaking i thought "is there someone cursing me using mantra or what ?! why am i feeling this bad ?! " my friend said my face was all pale and seems like i had NO BLOOD at all in the face.I was sweating like crazy and walking like a drunk person.When i came back to the classroom , i cant rose my head up.All my body 'refuse' to move.When i came back home , i 'faint' . Thank you to natasha and asilla for taking care of me.

FRIDAY - NOT GOING TO SCHOOL DUE TO THE SICKNESS ! 

SATURDAY/SUNDAY - GOING IN AND OUT ONLY FOR TUTION.

TRIAL ^^

no post for ... err 3 weeks i guess.Sorry for not updating,too busy with my school life and tution life ^^ . well ~ i dont know what write about.Before i log in i have A LOT of story but when i click new post.EMPTY MIND ! err ~ mianhe :) oh oh ! saya ingin mengucapkan selamat berpuasa *walaupun dah terlambat ^^ *