DUDE , I LIKE YOU

After the case about Pn.H , i just keep quiet after that.I can't forget on how she said about me.But, someone made me smile ..

Masa aku keluar dari sekolah (lepas habis sekolah lah =.=),Aku berdiri dengan asilla kat pondok.Then, Aleea datang.Dia cakap "fiahh , A kirim salam ;)" "shhhh.." pastu dia terus blah -.- I was like '"what the hell she just talk about?"

I just ignored it.While we waited for the transport,Amer duduk sebelah asilla pastu dia panggil A "oii A,lepakk dulu.Tengok,aku duduk dengan asilla" *smthinlikethtlahh:)* . A look around then he walk beside me,"kalau macam tu,aku lepak dgn Afiah laa" I looked at him and laugh.He just looked t me and ask me "ehh,kau bulan 5 kan lahir ?" , "yepp" aku jawab. the he was like "oh! you're up me.:("

at the evening - after co-curiculum activity Asilla and I walked back to home.But,we stop at the topup shop.Asilla went there and I went to the public phone to call my mom.I saw A and his friend and pretended i don't see them.While i was dailing my mom number, "hah!!!" I was SHOCKED ! A just suprised me.He came from the back of the phone booth and give me a shocked -.-. I was like "where the hell he just come from? i thought they didnt see me"
And we are like ... umm .. berdiri kat situ berdua.Kawan2 dia pulak boleh berdiri kat tepi tengok kitorang.Asilla pulak pergi berdiri dekat kedai toupup tengok kitorang dari jauh .. O.O

By fate , we wore the same beg.Mr.A showed off said that he wore the same beg with me.I was just laughing like stupid .. haha !

Honestly , yeahh , i like him and i can say I'M COMPLETLY OVER MR.S :) because of him.I just can say he made my day.everytime i felt sad or dissapointed.He will cheer me up EVEN he not doing anything.Just looking at his face make me back to normal and smile .. I just know that i'm falling for her when all the love songs make sense ..

After the case about Pn.H , i just keep quiet after that.I can't forget on how she said about me.But, someone made me smile ..

Masa aku keluar dari sekolah (lepas habis sekolah lah =.=),Aku berdiri dengan asilla kat pondok.Then, Aleea datang.Dia cakap "fiahh , A kirim salam ;)" "shhhh.." pastu dia terus blah -.- I was like '"what the hell she just talk about?"

I just ignored it.While we waited for the transport,Amer duduk sebelah asilla pastu dia panggil A "oii A,lepakk dulu.Tengok,aku duduk dengan asilla" *smthinlikethtlahh:)* . A look around then he walk beside me,"kalau macam tu,aku lepak dgn Afiah laa" I looked at him and laugh.He just looked t me and ask me "ehh,kau bulan 5 kan lahir ?" , "yepp" aku jawab. the he was like "oh! you're up me.:("

at the evening - after co-curiculum activity Asilla and I walked back to home.But,we stop at the topup shop.Asilla went there and I went to the public phone to call my mom.I saw A and his friend and pretended i don't see them.While i was dailing my mom number, "hah!!!" I was SHOCKED ! A just suprised me.He came from the back of the phone booth and give me a shocked -.-. I was like "where the hell he just come from? i thought they didnt see me"
And we are like ... umm .. berdiri kat situ berdua.Kawan2 dia pulak boleh berdiri kat tepi tengok kitorang.Asilla pulak pergi berdiri dekat kedai toupup tengok kitorang dari jauh .. O.O

By fate , we wore the same beg.Mr.A showed off said that he wore the same beg with me.I was just laughing like stupid .. haha !

Honestly , yeahh , i like him and i can say I'M COMPLETLY OVER MR.S :) because of him.I just can say he made my day.everytime i felt sad or dissapointed.He will cheer me up EVEN he not doing anything.Just looking at his face make me back to normal and smile .. I just know that i'm falling for her when all the love songs make sense ..

p/s ; dude , i like you .. don't love someone else

MIDDLE FINGER FOR HER ;)

hai :) wanna know who ? 

Today , add math subject.I hand in my exercise.I just copy the note and the exercise because i've absent fro 3 days and i don't know a single fuck they've been learning.So,i just copied cause i'm scared she will get mad if i don't do.

But then , she criticize us.Blablablablabla and bla .. .. Jawapan aku dengan asilla,chai,liana dan ain semua sama sebab kitorang tak datang.So,kitorang tiru je lahh.Kang kalau tak siap nota/latihan dia bising.Liana tiru Chai,Aku tiru Chai,Asilla tiru aku.At the end,semua salah at the same spot.Dia pun marah-marah gitulahh.

afther recess,Chai bagitau she talk crap about ME ! She ask Chai whether Chai copy Liana's work.Chai cakap tak.Dia tanya lagi,"then , afiah yang tiru you ke?"

*i forgot what chai's answer* , then she said "afiah tu memang pemalas.Suka tiru jawapan orang (something like that lahh )and so on" Dia kutuk aku depan Chai,kawan baik aku.Chai bagi tau aku.Aku menangis

Yeahh , i did .. WTF?!!! am i the only one wrong ?! WHY THE HELL SHE JUST TALK SHIT ABOUT ME ?! Liana,Asilla and Ain also wrong ? Why wouldnt she said we are at the same fault ? Why does she need to pick my name ?! Saying that i'm a lazyhead girl ?!!!! 

Look,before last week exam.She told me "Afiah! please dont fail add math othewise i'll change your class".I'M WORKING MY ASS OF TO PASS MY EXAM ! AND I DID .. I got 44% but it still pass .. She can admired other hardwork,but why not me ? Am i that bad in her eyes ? Why the fuck she always making me .. UGHHH ! FUCK HER ! some of my friends,fail it.But she don't give a damn about it.

Heyy you ! yeahh you PN.H ! I'm sick of you and i'm losing my respect iin you ! GET YOUR BIG ASS OUT FROM THE SCHOOL ! We don't need a teacher that always comparing other with other.You're so Arrogant ! go and live with it.You know,now i dont care and i'd dont wanna give a damn on what you think on me.FUCKK OFF BITCH ! 

IS IT MY FAULT ? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME ?

crying ? yeahh , again and again because of him.He really did move on isnt he ? It just so hard accepting that he's laughing in other girl embrance.They look like a lovey dovey couple.I'm scrolling down his message.And i end up here,writing and crying.I really just want him to dissapear infront of me so that i can't see him again and that bitch.Ughh ~ i just . I dont know.Is it my fault ? cause i'm the one who let him go.But the pain that he gave me,i can't endure it anymore.after all i said and he just accept it that way and not replying me anything.I hate him.Why?why he must do this to me ? Pain,thats all i felt when i see him.Seeing him laughing with somebody else.Its hurt so much.

Honestly,i just want to dissapear from all this.I want to make a new life.I really want.I dont want to face him again.I'm scared that i will not be able to forget him and my heart will hurt seeing him with his girl.That fuckin' bitch is really get into my nerves ! i hate her.Ohh ~ no , i should hate both of them.I SHOULD.

I just miss him calling me "you're mine.." . I miss saying i love you at night.I miss his voice.I miss hearing i miss you from his mouth.I miss his gazed.I miss when he depend me.I miss when he help me.I miss everything about him.I miss US.I am such a fool.He doesnt love me.HE DOESNT LOVE ME ! thats the FACT ! I should gettin used to it.

I should try to accept that he had move on.I should try to accept that he's gone.I should try to accept that we are over.I should try to accept that missing him like crazy wont make he came back to me.I should try accept the fact that he'll one day have his own girl.I should try to accept that he will love someone else.I shoult try to accept that we are strangers.I should tryy .... i should...