SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN !!!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMERDEKAAN YANG KE-53 =)

 NEW DAY WITH A NEW SMILE.=D

Aku confuse dgn tajuk aku.Err.. sebenarnyea aku tak tau nk letak tajuk ape so, terima jelahh yekk tajuk tu.Act , hari niey aku nk buadd 100 things true about me.Soaln2 nyea aku copy and paste dr blog me dear friend asilla.If korang nak soalan2 ni just copy and delete jea answer aku ok =) *ini juga mesej dr asilla*.So , we'll begin now.

1. Last beverage: SOYA BEAN WITH CINCAU 

2. Last phone call: ASILLA HANAFI *i guess la*


3. Last text message: err,SHAHRUL kott



4. Last song you listened to: FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BY MAHER ZAIN


5. Last time you cried: err,3 DAYS AGO.


HAVE YOU EVER:



6. Dated someone twice: NEVER .



7. Been cheated on: LOVE *act , ta bpe fhm soaln ni*



8. Kissed someone & regretted it: err, NEVER HAD A KISSED !!



9. Lost someone special: YES


10. Been depressed: ALWAYS BUT ITS ON UNDER CONTROL


11. Been drunk and threw up: DAMN ! WILL NEVER TOUCH THAT SETAN WATER



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:



12. PURPLE


13. BLUE


14. SOFT PINK


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)



15. Made a new friend: YES !

16. Fallen out of love: YES



17. Laughed until you cried: HA ! ALWAYS . WITH ASILLA MOST LAHH !!


18. Met someone who changed you: NOPE !


19. Found out who your true friends were: NOT SURE LAHH.BUT I GUESS I AM


20. Found out someone was talking about you: MAYBE


21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:: NEVERR ! SAME WITH ASILLA MY MOM WILL KILL ME IF SHE KNOW



22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: TAH .



23. How many kids do you want?: 4 . ILOVEKIDS


24. Do you have any pets:TADELAHH ..


25. Do you want to change your name: I LOVE MY NAME. ^^



26. What did you do for your last birthday: CONFESS 


27. what time did you wake up? : IF RAJEN KUL 8 DA BNGUN 


28. What were you doing at midnight last night? : WATCHING MAHER ZAIN VIDOE WITH MY KAZEN



29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: MARRIED *haha !  gatal ouh*


30. Last time you saw your Mother: ERR.. I DONT WANT IT TO BE THE LAST



31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: MY ATTITUDE 


32. What are you listening to right now : INSYAALLAH BY MAHER ZAIN


33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: TAK .



34. Who is getting on your nerves now: ==!!


35. Most visited webpage: FACEBOOK. AND BLOG.



36. Whats your real name: NUR AFIAH DILLA BT DIWI


37. Nicknames: FIA , DILA , NUR . . .



38. Relationship Status: OPEN REALTIONSHIP BUT STILL SINGLE*haha !*



39. Zodiac Sign: GEMINI


40. Male or female?: FEMALE 


41. Primary School?: SK TAMAN PELANGI & SK DAMANSARA DAMAI 1



42. Secondary School? : SMK DAMANSARA DAMAI 1



43. High school/college?: NOT YETT



44. Hair colour: BLACK


45. Long or short: TAK PANJANG TAK PENDEK



46. Height: 155 MAYB


47. Do you have a crush on someone? : YES .


48: What do you like about yourself? : LOVE TO HEAR PROB AND I SOLVE IT 


49. Piercings: ==!! *tah*



50: Tattoos: SAYA ISLAM ! NO TATTOS ALLOWED


51. Righty or lefty:RIGHTY  .



FIRSTS :



52. First surgery: ENTAHH .



53. First piercing: TAK PENAHH



54. First best friend online: SYAHIRAH HAZIDI .



55. First sport you joined: BOLA BALING



56. First vacation : TRIP TO MELAKA kott


58. First pair of trainers: FORGOT



RIGHT NOW:



59. Eating: FULL TANK 


60. Drinking: COLD WATER



61. I'm about to: WATCHING ANNOYING ORANGE



62. Listening to: ERR.. TAH 


63. Waiting for: HIM



YOUR FUTURE :



64. Want kids? : YESS !


65. Get married? : EVRY WOMEN WANT TO BE .



66. Career: ARCHITEC


67. Lips or eyes: BOTH


68. Hugs or kisses: HUGS MOER.



69. Shorter or taller: NOT TOO TALL AND NOT TOO SHORT


70. Older or Younger: YOUNGER KOTT


71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH .



72. Nice stomach or nice arms: TAH*



73. Sensitive or loud: BOTH !



74. Hook-up or relationship:REALTIONSHIP 


HAVE YOU EVER :



76. Kissed a stranger: EUIIII ! TANKKKLAHH !!



77. Drank hard liquor: NEVER EVER TOUCH IT OR DRINK IT.



78. Lost glasses/contacts: im not wearing glasses o cantactslens



79. Sex on first date: NO !!


80. Broken someone's heart: PERNAH .



82. Been arrested:NOPEE


83. Turned someone down: NOT SURE LAHH



84. Cried when someone died: YESS ! I WILL



85. Fallen for a friend:YESS


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



86. Yourself: YES .



88. Love at first sight: YES .



89. Heaven: YES



90. Santa Claus:NO



91. Kiss on the first date:NO



92. Angels: YES.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:



94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: YES  .



95. Did you sing today?:I DID



96. Ever cheated on somebody? : YEPP .



97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : SINCE I WAS BORN


98. The moment you would choose to relive? MY CHILDHOOD .



99. Are you afraid of falling in love? :NO


100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? :NO .

At last , u said that 2 word ! . thank you for not making me toturing more.Err.. act aku tak tau nak post ape ni.Aku ckp je lahh ap yg aku nk ckp oke =D


First of all terima kasih kepada EN.************* kerana merendahkan diri anda dan meminta maaf pada sy.Saya harap awak tak ulang balek apa yg awak buadd sbb klu awak ulang balik tengoklahh apa yg saya nk buad.HAHA !*ketawa kejam*.Hmm .. saya pon nk mintak maaf lahh.Sorry sbb marah2 awak.Lagipun awak mmg ptot dimarah.*abaikan yg ni*.

Kan senang klu dr awal awak mintak maaf.Taklahh awak terseksa kan.Ha ! skrang kite dh baek dn sy tak lagi bosan.TERIMA KASIH sekali lagi.

Aku berhenti kadd sini sbb aku tak tahu nk merepek ape dah :)

p/s: eyy ! aku suke pic yg atas tu .comell kan :*)

THIS WEEK IS REALLY2 HURTING ME . 

Honestly , I'm more crying than laughing.My friends keep asking me what happened,why are u so quite,who did it to you.Huh ! my dear friends, i have no answer.Seriously , my mind is messed up whole this week.

Well today is quite sad too.Huh! i miss him . I miss every moment with him.Can u guess who is it? *abaikan soalan ini* Kenapelahh kw buadd keputusan cm tu ? kecewa aku dgn kate2 kw tawu !.But i already told you what i'm goin to do.So,i'll keep my word and keep yours.

Honestly guys , aku mls nk tules ap yg dh terjadi hari ni.Sbb bende ni mmg sgt MENYAKITKAN hati aku.Aklu rase terpinggir sgt sbb bnde ni.So,i'll just stop here oke.. 

Assalamualaikum

SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD

Aku kesian gile kott kat korang yang bace blog aku ni.Yelahh , sejak akhir-akhir ni aku selalu je tules cerite2 sedih yang berlaku sepanjang hari.Aku pun bosan dgn cerita aku.Tapi itulahh hakikat hidup aku yang dilinangi air mata.Today pon aku ade cite yang sedih jugakk ..


kepada yang bosan dgn tulisan aku , korang tak yah la memaksa diri korang untuk bace tulisan aku yang merapu ni.

MY LAPTOP IS ON VIRUSS !! siott gile kott .. Habess sume file aku ..yang laen oke lagi ni dgn GAMBAR2 SS501 , VIDEO , LAGU sume dah msuk tong sampahh laptopp ni haa !! kecewa gile aku !! memang bengang tahap gaban aku tadi .. ergh ! dahh lahhbuadd penatt tenaga jea aku tules bende dah tak de kann..

okeyh ! aku stop cite SS501 kesayangan aku tu yekk

YOU PUT TEARS ON MY FACE AND YOU WALKED AWAY.
I HATEE YOU!!

Now i know , now i realize that sorry seems to be the hardest word to say , am i right babe ? I just want u to say sorry . is it so hard ? You make me dissapointed with your decision babe . You make me cry because of your STUPID DAMN decision .

Fine ! is this what u want.I show you one.I said it so , i'll keep my word.Until that day , ignore me . Left me . huh ! A week ago i smiled when you text me.I laugh.Now, its all gone.No more smile and no more laugh.Just a cry when u text me.I dont know what will happen next.EGOIS ! that what u are now !!

well.. tQ for everything.

YOUR PROMISE IS HURTING ME .

• dont make a promise that u cant keep
• dont tell me things that u not mean
• dont whisper sweet nothing that i cant hear 
• dont tell me that u meet me then u not there
• dont give me tomorrow and leave me yesterday
• dont give me a thing then ask me to pay
• dont say u remember than forgot
• dont make me belive you then regeret
• dont say it is truth when its a lie
• dont say hello to tell me goodbye 
• dont say how u feel then act differently
• dont make me laugh then put tears on my face
• dont say u love me when its a lie

BERIKAN AKU JAWAPAN

• Salah aku kah jika dia yang memulakan semuanya?
• Egoiskah diriku jika tidak memaafkanya ?
• Sensitifkah diriku jika aku tidak menegurnya ?
• Jahatkah aku jika menghindar dari dia ?
• TerukKah aku jika menghukum dia atas kesalahannya sendiri ?

lame aku tinggalkan blog ni.. dan dtg dgn air mata ..

aku tak tau nk stat dr mne .. HUH ! *tarik nafas panjang*

Hari sabtu (21.8.2010) selepas isyak.Aku telah kehilangan nenek aku.Walaupun arwah bukanlah nenek kandung aku,Tapi aku rapatt dgn dia.Aku syg arwah mcm nenek aku sendiri.Arwah sebenarnye adalah nenek kepada sedare aku.Mlm tu pakcik aku dapatt call dr kampung yg arwah pengsan.Pakcekk aku trus cepatt nk blek.Tak sempat dia bertolak .. dy meluru ke arah atuk aku dn salam tgn atuk aku dn ckp "bah, mama dh tak ade".MASYA-ALLAH ! mase tu ALLAH jea yg tahu perasaan kitorang yg dga.

Malam tu , Aku tidur dgn airmata.Aku sedih sgt.Aku sygkn arwah.Esoknyea, kitorang pergi rumah arwah untk menatapnya kali terakhir.Aku nampak arwah.Aku nmpk jenazahnyea terbujur kaku.Tangannya dikiamkan.Aku nmpk wajahnya yg pucat.Aku nmpk arwah dimandikan.Aku nmpk arwah dikafankan.Aku nmpk arwah disembahyangkan.Tumpah air mataku melihat arwah diperlakukan sebegitu.

YA ALLAH,AMPUNKANLAH DIRINYA YA ALLAH.TEMPATKANLAH DIA DIKALANGAN ORANG YG TERPILIH MEMASUKI SYURGA.TEMPATKANLAH DIA DI SISI MU YA ALLAH.YA ALLAH,AMPUNILAH DIRIKU YA ALLAH.BUKAKANLAH PINTU HATIKU UNTUK TERUS BERIBADAT KEPADAMU YA ALLAH.PANJANGKANLAH USIA KU SUPAYA AKU BOLEH BERTAUBAT KEPADAMU.AMPUNILAHH DOSA-DOSA HAMBA MU YG HINA INI YA ALLAH.AMPUNILAH DOSA KEDUA IBU BAPAKU YA ALLAH.SELURUH KELUARGAKU DAN SELURUH UMAT ISLAM YA ALLAH.HANYA PADAMU AKU BERSUJUD.HANYA PADAMU AKU MEMINTA YA ALLAH .AMIN AMIN YA RABAL ALAMIN.


p/s: pergaduhan dgn dia membuatkan aku menitiskan air mata sekali lagi.kenape perlu dia yg membuatkn aku menangis ?

can you ? of course u can't .. i'm speechless..Evryday, i think about you.Did you ever think about me ? 

Everyday,i missing you.Do you ever missed me ? Everyday,Every hour,every minute,every second.

Did you ever appreaciated what i did for you ? 

Now,i know.I gave you everything but it doesn't enough to make you stay.Your love is a lie.Now i see.You put tears on my face and you walked away.Huh ! i never thought our relationship will be like this.

you promised me.I thought you will mind your words.And i'm wrong.

I remember , before we be a couple.Someone told me.I must take a caution when it comes to love.I did.

My mistake.I careless and i forgot.And now, all is done.You've gone now.Too far from me.You won.

Tell them..

All we had is gone now.tell them i was happy.And my heart is broken.Tell them what i hope will be IMPOSSIBLE.

you give me EMPTY PROMISE.BROKEN TRUST.LIE LOVE.

depressed,

afiah dilla 

                            

UNTUK DIA LAGI :

Awak , saya tertanya tanya kenapa semasa hayat awak dulu awak tak pernah nak telefon saya.kadang-kadang saya musykil.saya kecewa sebab tak dapat dengar suara awak untuk kali terakhir.Awak.saya saying awak sangat2.Dan saya tak tahu berapa kali perlu saya ucap perkataan tu.

Tak ada yang dapat faham saya.tak ada seorang pun yang akan faham.Sayang yang saya ucapkan tak sama dengan yang di hati saya.Mereka hanya dapat melihat.Mereka melihat saya tersenyum,ketawa,gembira.Tapi hanya saya yang tahu itu semua tipu belaka.Saya tahu walaupun saya tersenyum,di sebalik semua itu hati saya cukup merana.Saya cukup menahan rasa sakit.

Parut yang tercalit sejak awak pergi meninggalkan saya masih berbekas.Dan disebabkan parut itulah saban malam saya menangisi pemergian awak.Saya puas bila saya menangis.Seolah-olah saya marahkan diri saya.Saya tak jaga awak elok-elok sehingga awak berprasangka buruk pada saya.Saya tahu itu bukan salah awak.Awak hanya terlalu cemburu.Tapi saya tahu awak masih sayangkan saya.

Terus terang saya katakana,hanya awak seorang yang dapat mencuri hati saya saat ini dan selamanya.Saya perlukan seumur hidup saya untuk terima hakikat yang awak dah taka de.Saya perlu terima tu ! awak , saya sayang awak.*entah yg keberapa* .saya perlukan awak.

always missing you,

afiah dilla 

Assalamualaikum ..

Hari kedua umat islam berpuasa dan Tahun kedua aku berpuasa tanpa dia di sisi ku lagi.Hmm .. aku tak nk lah cite kisah sedih aku lagi =).

Tadi kadd skolh aku macam ternampak bayang2 abg.affiq . Tapi aku tak surelah itu dia.Sbb ye lah mase puase, mate aku ni pon bukan betul pon. Err too abg : "kalau balek bgtau pliss ! imissingyou =("

Sumpah bosan kadd skolh ! Nak round skolh kang penadd.Akhirnya aku hanya duduk kadd dalm kelas dan mendenga dorang bergosip *yea ! dorang mmg mcm tu* HAHA ! dorang mulot mane puase .. =D ! eyh ! aku ta ckp nme ekk .. jgn terase =P !

Mista.F : anda terlalu memerhatikan saya . dan saya tak selesa lah ! err .. *ta nk ckp lebih =)*

eyh2 ! aku suke lagu niyh .. tQ pd CEK.ASILLA HANAFI yg suggest lagu ni :)



p/s: lagu ni takde kne mngene dgn cerita antre aku dgn mista.F .. KAMI KAWAN

Ramadhan menjelma kembali.Tahun ni puasa memang agak bosan dan mungkin akan membuatkan aku lapar kadd sekolah.Cume terfikir lagi pasal raya.

• raye tahun ni kene sedondon lagi kea ? na bebas bole ta ma ? =D
• cikgu ! saya nak exam sebelum raye bole ? sy tak nk bwk buku balek kampung 
• Puan ! saya nak cuti raya lebih boleh tak ? rase rasenye cuti yg diberi tak cukup untuk saya =D
• kawan2 aku .. tahun ni sempadd tak kite buadd rombongan raya ?
• kepada dia = tahun ni,awak masih alu-alukan tak kedatangan saya ke rumah awak ?
• kite kene sekolah time raya kea?
• korang takodd tak nk naek form 3 ?
• cepatkann mase berlalu ? *ini soaln kan?*
• boleh tak sebulan raye tu .. sebulan jugak kiteorg cuti ? 

HAHA ! soalan2 tuh annoying kea ? haha ! aku tergelak lagi bace soalan merepek tuh.Tapi seriously , aku perlukan jawapan pada soalan tu ! Errr.. weyh ! bosan lah mase puase.Tak boleh mengumpat ! hahha ! *aku tawu aku teruk*

dah la .. Malas nak update panjang2 . nanti korang malas nak bace . HAHA! *gelak lagi*

bye2 ! salam ramadhan dari saya =D !!

Huh.. cepat benar mase berlalu.Pejam celik pejam celik dah puase.First of all, selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan.Sama-sama lah kita mengejar pahala dibulan mulia ini.Ha! ape lagi.. puase penuh taw !=D

Lame betul aku tak update blog aku ni kan.Banyak betul cerita-cerita menarik yang korang tak tahu dan tak sempat untuk aku bgtau.Takpelah yang penting semuanye okey !.Perkembangan terbaru ? *macam artis pulak hahhaha*

Okay .. sekrang aku memang tengah busy gile dgn kerjerumah melambak yang ade atas meja tu.Kerja khusus yang tak siap2.Gosip2 yang semakin hangat dikalangan pengwas.! haha ! *abaikan yg tu*

Hmm.. macam manelah rakyat malaysia nak berpuase dengan cuace yang panas gile skrang ni.Huh ! tahan je la yee tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian.Dugaan ! haha ! 

weyy ! ta tawu na tules ape dah ni.Dah la tu yekk ! aku berhenti sekarang . bye2 !

yang akan kebulur esok,

afiah dilla 

What have I got to do to make you love me.What have I got to do to make you care.What do I do when lightning strikes me.And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me.What have I got to do to be heard.What do I say when it's all over.And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad.It's a sad, sad situation.And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad.Why can't we talk it over.It seems to me,That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

p/s : guys , mayb aku akn maken jarang update blog ni .. sorry =(